~𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒~ J.MURPHY

Chap 9

(that is my fav picture of Murphy)

3rd pov

Nokley: but I'm not gonna be here for when y'all do lose

Bell: Why not

Nokley: because I'm on that list too but she let me slide and I'm not trying to get back on it helping y'all 

Bell: Why were you on the list in the first place?

Nokley: you always need a plan to escape and sometimes that plan involves a partner in crime. 

Clarke: so you helped Maddox escape 

Nokley: so that's what they call you

Nokley scoffed while looking Maddox up and down  

Nokley: you weren't kidding about leaving your old behind

Bell: So you're leaving just like that 

Nokley: yep 

She tried to get by him but he kept blocking the way

Bell: I thought you came here to see Maddox

Nokley: clearly she didn't wanna see me so I guess this was a mistake 

Mad: It's not that I don't wanna see you it's just that I'm that you didn't come look for me nor eclipse 

Nokley: Did you try to come look for me? 

Mad: matter of fact yes, I did. After the fight we had when you left some dude came by looking for you and when he didn't find you he tried to kill us by burning down the house. We had no choice but to leave but after a few months of not finding you I gave up while eclipse didn't... she almost got herself killed trying to look for you but eventually we stopped and came to our sense that you didn't wanna be found... that's when you left me. 

Nokley: because I thought you died 

Mad: that's what's wrong with you... once you see something out of place or that's not right, you make assumptions and just forget about it. 

Maddox walked out making Clarke follow up behind her but stopped in their tracks 

Clarke: clearly you're not a fighter for someone who you love or used to  

Clarke then left while Bellamy stood there looking at her with disappointment in his eyes.  

Bell: Maybe you should leave... we don't have room for cowards like you 

Nokley: and what makes you not a coward

Bell: my sister

Bellamy walked out not far back from Clarke and them, Nokley stood in the room with nothing but silents, she was even disappointed in herself. How could she let herself become like this? How did she let the person she loved the most slip away from her? How could she let the person she wanted the most make her feel like the coward she was?

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Right after Maddox walked out the tent aka the weapons bay clarke ran up to her trying to see if she was okay