Never had a chance~dabi x reader

Chapter 6

Im so sorry for not posting>-<

My body shoots up with sweat and tears running down my face, I look over to Dabi to make sure he is sleeping. I am blessed with the sight. His hair is all ruffled and messy covering his forehead, his mouth agape while his cheast rises up and down peacefully. This is the best state i ever found him in. I layed back down prire to stareing at the handsome baken bits, And close my eyes to only find i connot sleep.
"God dammit" I wisper to myself. Insomia kicking in through the late night hours. I decided i would take a walk, Walks help me with hangovers, My head was pounding so hard i thought Dabi would wake up to the loud thumping in my head. My feet touched the ground geltly not a noise in sight. I walk over to what seems like Dabis dresser.I open the last drow because ussualy thats wear people keep there hoddies yk (Am i the only one?) I gasped and my face started burning. In the draw there was sex toys of all kind;)
Leashes, Rope, Skin candles, Knifes, Chains, Vibrators, Anything you name it. I close the draw immideetly my face looking like togas blood she eats. I look back at Dabi to make sure he's sleeping. ok we good. I smile to myself, Im so sneakyyyy. I open the top drarw trying agan to find a hoodie cause its cold as balls outside. With my luck i found a hoodie, hopefully he dosent notice... It was a super soft black hodie with the words "NOPE" on the frount. I mentally laugh, Althogh i do see him wear this all the time....Whatev. his hoddie was lokey a dress on me but hey im warm so im not complaining. I step out of his room and down the hall. Silence all around me, no one seems to be awake plus if thy catch me takeing a walk at uhhhhh. I cheaked my phone and almost blind myself, 4:00 AM. if they caught me what would they do? Ground me? I burst out laughing but quickly shut myself up, I hear a door open from upsairs and fear fills all my senses. I look over to see TOGA!? oh thank god. She looked worn and terd and confused.
"y..Y/n what are ya doing?" She speaks
"Shhhhh be quiet, im just going for a walk, mk"
Sleep fades away from her face as she walks twords the coat rack. Wait when did that get there?
" can i come?" she asks
" yeah of corse it wont be so lonly!" i wisper
"yeah..." Toga looks down, i wonder whats on her mind?
Toga and I slip on our shoes and walk out into the streetlights, She looks over to me with the light flusterig over her face, as i walk inot the light her eyes went wide and her mouth fell agape.
" i- IS THAT DABIS SWEATSHIRT" She yells into the night. I cover her mouth with my hand
" yes it is now will you quiet down"
" awwwww i cant belive he let you wear his favoret sweatshirt Y/n!!!"
" f..favoret?'
" yeah he said if anyone touched it he would lose his shit lol" I stare at the ground, my heart raceing wishing i had just wore a diffrent one.
"toga..." i hesatate
" Yeah, whats up?"
. . .

"i took when he was alseep, he dint give it to me" I say with fear laceing throughout everyword.

. . .

"ill pray for you y/n" Toga says with a voice as if im already dead. We walked in silece down the street not careing where we ended up. Toga spoke up with a question i wasent ready for.

" do you have a crush y/n, yk someone whho......idk you love?"
" i...idk"
" well do you like someone?"
"Yeah i guess, but if i tell you you need to promise not to tell anyone!" My mind raced to Dabi, sure he was scary but... a part of me wants to understand his pain.
Seriousness took over her face
"y/n i have a crush as well, you also cant tell anyone"
"of corse Toga" i repliey i would never do that to toga shes like family.
"Ok NOW TELL ME WHO!!!"
"fine.....I...i like Dabi, I mean i think i like dabi, Whenever he is close to me my mind starts to scribble and i get all flusterd and i cand stop my heart from beating out of my cheast, A part of me wants to understand him but i also want to leave him space and not smother him...i...i dont know toga..." i honestly replie
. . .
"y/n..... You are in Love with Dabi"
I felt as if a new wall had been formed with her words i never really thought about that , but the words of affermation opened my eyes to never seen things before.
"toga...Who is your crush?"

SPOILER FOR MHA

" I...I like urakura..." toga says saldly
"so? why do you act like thats a bad thing." I say
"well because shes a g..girl and so am i..."
"toga there is NOTHING wrong with dateing a girl love is love, no matter your race, or gender"
"really?..."
"Yes'
" but when i confessed s..she said no because i was a gil a..and i was a villan" Toga starts to tear up, I pul her into a hug and rub curcils into her back, she wraps her arms around me and sobs into my sholder.
" If she really said that Toga, then SHE is the real villan here."
She lets go of me and kisses me on the cheak as a sign of graditude
" y/n your the best" she says putting a smile on her face.
SPOILER IS OVERRR

I cheaked my phone to see its 6:00 Am... Fawq , Dabis probly awake by now, Toga went back to her room while i walked to dabis room to return the hoddie. I tok off my shirt eiler so ig ill haft to deal with dabi seeing my bra... WHY AM I SO CALM ABOUT THAT!?
I slowly turned the nob to see Dabi sitting on the bed faceing the door, He looks up at me with crazy laced in his eyes....

Daummm y/n fucked uppp, Look im soo flipen sorry for not posting anything i have been rlly busy (ik lame exuse) but i am trying my best!