Teem mom (choni) on hold

Are kiss

Toni's POV
I leaned in to meet Cheryl's  lips they were so smooth and soft. Then Cheryl pulled away and just looked at me for a Second or two. I am sorry, I am not gay. She said getting up and walking out. My heart fell like it as been toyed with. My little sister come in  the movie room, and set next to me. Hey are you ok she asked me. Yeah I fine I just a little sad I told. Want to play Mario kart, she asked me with her puppy dog eyes. I have a very bad week spot for puppy dog eyes.

Ok I said grabbing the Nintendo switch. Trinity hooked it up to the TV and we started. We play for an hour and a half. After every time one of won, we demanded a rematch. Ok, that is enough gaming for one night. Trinity said after she cross the finish line. No way, you're only saying that because you just won. I said. Well I need to go to bed so good night. She said walking upstairs to her room. I hated being alone when I am sad because I always in up doing something stupid that I would regret later. My anxiety started to kick in.

I started hyperventilating( breathing really fast) . Toni my brother said running downstairs to the movie room.  He could hear me all the way upstairs in the kitchen as I was gasping for air. Are you ok, Trey asked me. N- nn- No. I struggled to get out the words. Shhhh, my brothers said. Hopping onto the couch and comforting me. Shhh, he said again. Remember, Think about what makes you laugh, he said. Like remember that time I fell on my butt trying to paint your room. He said. Then I had paint on my favorite blue Jeans he said Yes, I said laughing a little bit. You ok now, Trey asked me.  Yes thank you, I said giving him a hug. You need some sleep, Trey said holding his hand out for me to grab. I'll just sleep in here I said not really feel like getting up. Ok, you promise you'll be OK. Trey asked me.

Yes I will be fine I promise I said grabbing some blankets and a pillow. Ok love you Little loser. Trey said going back to his regular self being mushy and caring about people isn't Trey strong suit but when it comes to his family he's really good at it. Love you too Trey I said. It was hard for me to sleep that night I stayed up thinking about the moment that  Cheryl walked out on me. I cried myself to sleep every tear that fell from my eyes felt like somebody was stabbing me. I don't know why I was crying over this girl I literally know nothing about her but, I feel like I know everything about her and if I don't I wanna know .I wanna explore her body I wanna be there for her when she's sad to see her smile when she's happy. I thought to myself as I drifted off to sleep.

Cheryl's POV

I feel bad for leaving Toni, but I am not gay. I just know I am not. I thought in my head as I was driving down the highway to pick up Autumn from daycare. And even if I was it's not like I could actually date a girl. And besides I don't know what I like I can't even decide if I like Jason and he fucked up my entire life I just don't want anyone else having to deal with my problems. I pulled up into the parking lot of Autumn's daycare and got out the car. I open the door and signed her out ,and waited for her to come to the front. Mama, Autumn said jumping in my arms. Hey baby, I said holding her in my arms never wanting to let go.

Look she said, wiggling out of my arms to get down. I made this in class, Autumn said handing me  a picture. The picture was a blue butterfly that was drawn in black marker and colored with a blue glittery marker. It's really good, I said. Thank you mama Autumn. said as we walked out of the daycare and I buckled her in the  car seat. Your welcome, I said starting the car. What do you want for dinner I said looking in the rearview mirror. Ummm, Pasta. She said half asleep. Ok I said, stopping at a red light. I couldn't get the way Toni kissed me out of my mind.

Toni, is the only thing I could think of. The way her wavy pink hair moves when she turns her head. The way she smiles in her dimples show up. The way her hands feel when they're in mine. The way your soft lips touched mine nothing Jason could ever do. Mommy, are you ok. Autumn asked me snapping me out of my thoughts. Yes I am ok , I said. Are you ok, Autumn. I said. Yes I am great, she said. I pulled up in the driveway to our house , got Autumn out of her car seat and handed her her backpack. Walked in the house and turned off the alarm, we lived in a one story, three bed, two Bath.  With a kitchen and a living room. Do you have any homework I asked Autumn because she usually has work that her teachers want her to work on at home. Yes, I have to learn how to spell my name,Autumn said.

Ok,  May I see the paper I asked as Autumn walked over to her backpack pulling out her folder then the paper. Ok, your name starts with A and your name is a proper noun so you're always going to capitalize it. Ok Autumn said trying to write an A in her neatest handwriting. The next letter in your name is a u I said. After we got done spelling Autumn's name five times. I started making dinner then boom Toni popped in my head again. Mama someone is texting you, Autumn said handing me my phone. Thank you I said.

Toni:hey
Cheryl: hi 
Toni:I am sorry ❤️
Cheryl: oh no, I am sorry, I over reacted.
Toni: no, I should not have kissed you with out your permission.
Cheryl: thank you, for the apology. Can I come over tomorrow.
Toni: umm, yeah sure what time.
Cheryl: 2:00?
Toni: umm, I have school
Cheryl: oh what time do you get out of school?
Toni: 3:00
Cheryl: so is 4:00 ok?
Toni: yes can't wait 😁
I  just blushed, at the text message Toni send and gave the phone back to Autumn because she was watching a cartoon and finished making dinner.

*The next day*
Toni's POV

I was surprised that Cheryl, wanted to see me. I thought she hated me or something. I thought to myself as I was setting in math next to jughead. It was like school couldn't end fast enough. Finally,  school was over. I have never been more excited to get out of school. Hey Toni, want to come over and Play x box with me,Sweet pea asked me. No sorry I can't today I said walking to my car. When I got home, I ran up stairs put on my favorite shirt and mom jeans. I try not to over do it, I just put on some mascara, and clear lipgloss. I heard the Doorbell ring. I got up so fast that I almost fell over. I GOT IT! I yell throughout the house as I ran downstairs.

Hey Cheryl, I said opening the door and catching my breath. Hey, Umm are you ok. She asked me. Yes I am fine, I was just rushing, I told her. Oh ok she said walking in my house. She, walked straight in to the living room and sat on the couch. I walked behind her and sat on the other couch next to her. So I said Breaking the silence between us. Ok, so Toni I have thought about this a lot and I just, Cheryl said walking over to me. Really need you, Cheryl said Seducingly (in a sexual voice or way) sitting on my lap in a sexual way. Umm, I said not knowing what to do next. Shh, Cheryl said. As she placed her lips on mine, the kiss was passionate. I pulled away not knowing what to do next. What,Cheryl said little aggressive. Well, are you sure I asked her wanting to know if she was for real. Yes she said . That is all I needed to hear as I flipped Cheryl over so I was on top and kiss her slowly . Her lips were smooth and soft .I feel like I was on cloud nine as I got wetter and wetter every time.

I felled her tongue, gaze against my lips. Indicating that she wanted to take it a step farther, I slowly stuck my tongue out waiting for her to open her mouth. Her mouth open, I stuck my tongue in. Are tongue swirled around in each others mouth. After a few minutes of that. Cheryl was wearing a white button down shirt, as I went to grab one of the buttons on her shirt to unbutton it. She pulled away. What is it, I asked confused. No no no , Cheryl said pushing me off of her. What I asked, I am not gay. She said. What, i'm so tired of you not knowing what you want when you decide to figure out what you want call me but until then don't text me don't call me don't even look at me. I told Cheryl. She just looked at me like she was Hurt.

But she was the one Who basically stabbed me in the heart for some reason this girl that I don't even know is making me feel these things that I don't like and she doesn't have her shit together and I can't be in another relationship like that. You need to go, I said walking to the door. Cheryl didn't say anything she just walked to the door. Bye I said as she walked out. I watched to make sure she got in her car, she drove off as I close the door. I ran up stairs, swung open my door bellyflopped on my bed and started crying in my pillow. For some reason every relationship that I get in a toxic it's always the pretty girls that break your heart. Maybe, I have better luck with guys. I thought as I buried my face in my pillow and tears ran down my cheek.

Hey it is me Madison, I am having a crazy November, my birthday was on the seventh. Then two days after my birthday had to go to the doctors office to get my yearly check up, and because of my stupid mother I had to get a shot. I got diagnosed with ADHD scoliosis and anxiety at the doctors office, But you all probably don't care but I still love you -madi😽 🤤👅🙈