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"OI KOZUME KENMA!"
kenma snapped back to reality and turned his head to the doorframe. kuroo was leaning there, sighing.
"kenma, we're going to be late, let's go," kuroo said, this time calmer.
the boy looked down. he doesn't want to go. he wanted to stay in his room. in their room. he doesn't want to accept it.
he doesn't want to affect the fact that she's no longer in this world.
he doesn't want to accept the fact that she's gone.
"kuroo... do i have to?" he looked exasperatedly at kuroo, tears threatening to fall down.
"i'm not forcing you. but if you don't want to go, why are you already dressed up?"
he then realised something. he probably dressed up without him realising as he's too detached from reality at this moment.
it feels like his body is moving on it's own.
kenma sighed and closed the hardcover journal that once belonged to her, leaving it on the bed.
"let's go," kenma said in his usual tone, walking past by kuroo.
kuroo eyed his best friend in pity, he felt useless at this point.
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chapter one was a flashback,
kenma was reading the journal,
that journal was y/n's diary.

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❛metanoia + k.kenma❜
Fiksi Penggemarmetanoia [meh - ta - noy - ah] • greek (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life ; spiritual conversion. ↬ a kozume kenma x f!reader fanfiction start || 29/12/20 end || 8/1/2021