The moon and the stars (Jade west)

🥀love only goes so far🥀

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(TW serious injury)
It'd been a perfect day. Me and Beck spent the whole day sat in his RV cuddled up under blankets watching Christmas movies with hot chocolate. We were about to leave when he stopped me and grabbed something from his bed side table.
"Jade." He whispered.
"Yes baby." I answered quizzical of his sudden stop.
" will you marry me?" He proposed, kneeling down onto one knee and opening a velvet black box encasing a stunning diamond ring topped with a large black gem placed perfectly on the circle of endless love.  
"I.. Beck were so young?" I whispered my eyes brimming with salty tears.
"is that a yes or no." He laughed in awkwardness.
"I.. yes." I whispered so quietly even I barely heard it. As her Placed the ring on my finger, I grabbed his face and kissed him.

"come on now mrs Oliver your carriage awaits." He proudly stated opening the door.
"Bit early for that babe." I laughed earning him to smile and push me out the door.

Once in the car we talked and sang along to music until our song came on : the one that got away. He turnt the volume up to 100. We sang so loud we could hardly even hear the music, so loud our ears hurt, so distracted we weren't even acknowledging each other, so loud and distracted the car speeding towards us was silenced and blanked from our sights, so loud the impact hardly even shocked me.
Until I looked beside me, feeling the car topple over smashing into the concrete of the road letting rough pieces of glass and metal to embed itself into my prince besides me's precious delicate skin. Time had never gone so slow, my screams felt like knifes splitting open my throat but the sight of my home, my life, my reason to live being battered was more painful than anything impaling my flesh.
"Beck baby wake up." I cried once the movement of the car stopped and everything fell silent. Tears spread over my face, a flow of salty water un controllably lining my face, digging into small cuts that sat on my porcelain skin.
"Beck we need to get out. Please wake up, for me?" I pleaded, tugging at his hand, the sharp pain in my shoulder not concerning me.
I sat there in silence, the worst possible scenarios plaguing my mind bringing my sobs to a halt.
"I love you beck 𝑂𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟." I whisper not even looking at him as I feared the worst.
An ambulance showed up, the crowd forming already had made a call.
The paramedics helped me out, I didn't feel any pain, everything was numb, everything was blurry and everything was painfully silent. The only thing I could hear was my brain ticking and making up theories about my world.
He was pronounced dead at the scene.

When I heard them words nothing was silent the crowd became so scarily loud I had to cover my ears. My scream echoed throughout the whole town while my tears streamed down my neck and I sunk to the floor hugging my knees. Paramedics tried to calm me but no one could get through to me. I refused to go to hospital despite my obvious injuries and I took a long walk home. Memories of me and beck; my only reason to live constantly reminding me I'd never experience his laugh again. I'd never see the small smirk he gave me when I got excited and didn't want to show it. I'd never feel his warm arms soothing me as I'd cry in anger almost every night I spent with him. But most of all I'd miss his words, the words I'd never believe from anyone else but his tone and kindness assured me he wasn't lying. No one could make me as happy as him and I stick by that.