Lost in his thoughts, Gun forgot that he is walking in the shore and he missed the sunset. The only thing that reminds him that another day had passed and he is still alive. he walked back to his house and plans to drink liquor to help him sleep. He is still thinking about the things he wanted to do while he is still hiding from the public. So instead of drinkuing liquor, he found himself in his coffee machine waiting for the cup to get full and. Having his cup with him, he went to the veranda. He loves his veranda so much because he loves how the air touches his skin and how his thoughts rushing.He misses his family so much, he misses his friends so much, his job, his night life and he misses Off so damn much that he thought of calling him.
" hello, who is this?Hello?" Off annoyingly said to the unknown number that calls him.Upon hearing Off's voice, Gun breakdown.God knows how he misses his mahal so much. But he wanted to prioritize himself first,he wanted to be well first before meeting Off again. His doctor said that this vacation can help him to be far from stress but he thinks that it was the other way around. He is so stress and maybe he is now depressed, his palpitations are unending, he cannot sleep afraid that he won't be able to wake up the next morning.Fear is eating him, he wanted his thoughts to go away and set him free. But he failed.
The morning has come, yet Gun isn't asleep, his letters, his tears, his loneliness made him stay awake 'til 7 in the morning. He cooked breakfast and maybe have some sleep while having palpitations. He never drink his meds because he read an article about it that it will make him weak and he doesn't want that without someone in his side to help him with things.
He woke up 2 in the afternoon because his phone is ringing, he wanted to answer the call but his palpitations are extreme, he might not be able to talk properly, so he went outside his house for him not to fall asleep.After how many hours the beating o his heart is now normal. He called Pim again to say sorry that he didn't answer the call.
"Phi, come back now, grandma is not in a good shape, we're in the hospital, I'll send you the address." after saying those words, Pim hanged up and Gun is stoned in his seat unable to process every information that he heard. He cannot let his grandma die, he cannot die. What will happen to Pim if they both die?WHo will take care of her when he die? Those questions made his heart tight. Worry and sadnedd is evident in Gun's face. Upon arriving at the hospital he saw Pim outside the room talking to someone in her phone. The moment Pim saw Gun she breakdown.
"Gun, thanks God you cameback, I don't know what to do anymore,my sanity is out of my body now." Pim said while crying."shhhh, hush now, I'm here, I won't leave you, ok?hush now, let's go inside" Gun said while hugging her sister and dried her tears for them to go inside the room.
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"off.."Gun said almost whispering, he is not ready to face Off again. Afraid of what will happen next, he went out the room and texted Pim to let him know if Off went home, so he can go back. He went to a fast food chain to eat and have a take out for Pim and grandma. He realized that he loves this city so much, he missed being around strolling and partying, but something is stopping him from coming back for good. Right now, he just need to take care of his grandma and Pim and after everything will be well he will go back to the beach with them. Gun thought while eating his burger.
"Gun" the voice made him froze.
•short update😊💕•
