He never thought that he'll see him in the canteen of the hospital. He never expected that after all those months that he is looking for him everywhere god knows how desperate he is to see him once again. He is overwhelmed, he don't know if he will call him or just wait until he sees him back and maybe they could talk. But his body is a traitor and called him anyway.
"Gun" he said that he noticed how Gun froze for a moment and tries to escape. " You do know that we need to talk Gun, after all that happens, we really need to talk and maybe this is not the right time but I really need to talk to you just spare me a little time, love please." Off plead. Gun, as soft as he is,he can't deny the fact that he misses off so damn much that he will make sure not to hurt him. He also thought that this will be the best time to tell him everything, from his condition to his reasons and maybe as well as what he really feels about him after months of contemplating. He can't hold his tears any longer, he needs to get out from there asap. "Ok, I'll send you the time date and location, just wait." He said coldly before his voice will broke.
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From Prim:
The beach when we first met, 3pm tomorrow .
-Gun
Off doesn't know if he will be happy or what, he is so nervous for their incoming talk and knowing his boyfriend, he loves hurting himself not knowing that he is also hurting Off.
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On the day of their meet, Gun is already in the beach, he is still lying on his bed thinking deeply on how to tell Off about his condition and how to tell him that he is sorry for everything. He wanted closure, he wanted to finish everything that they had because he knew that at the end of the day he'll leave him...alone and lonely. He doesn't want Off to be tied on the lobe that they have. He love Off so much that he is willing to let go of him.
Off on the otherhand is so excited to see the love of his life again, despite of the doctor's advice that he needs to rest because he's been overworking, he pushed himself because he wanted to see Gun. He is preparing evrything now, he wanted to give time for himself for now, there is a positive energy that tells him that this will be a great day, that this will be a day of celebration and love. He prepared shirts and pants and foods and the letters that he made for Gun in the past years. The written letters for his love's birthday, their monthsaries, anniversaries and his journal. He knew that this day will come, he knew that this day will be the end of his agony because now he found Gun. Gun, his happiness, his love, his lifeline. He also prepared his medicines, for fever of course, he shouldn't tire himself too much but he is doing it. He needs to drive from his house to the beach where it will take a 3 to 4 hour drive. He needs to stop over on Jollibee and Kfc to buy food for them both, Gun loves chicken and he love it too. He doesn't have enough sleep thinking about this day, so he feels so sleepy and tired but he must go now. Carrying all the things he prepared, he felt dizzy and before he knew it, everything went black.
