At Kacchan's Dorm&Kacchan's POV:
I shut the door and instructed Deku to sit down on my beanbag chair. "Well you gonna sit or?" Damn he is so cute...wait no I can't he doesn't like me...right? "So um you wanna go first or..." "Why Katsuki?"
Deku POV:
We left the classroom and went to his dorm. I was getting more and more anxious as we grew closer to his dorm room. He doesn't let anyone in there! What are we going to talk about? Should I ask about the cuts? The attempt? "Well you gonna sit or?" A rough voice asked me. I gulped and sat on the nearest chair which was a beanbag chair. He sat on his bed staring at nothing in particular. I couldn't help but feel like a child again...
FLASHBACK (made-up so probably didn't happen in the manga/anime):
"Come on Deku!" I'm *huff* coming *wheeze* Kacchan!" We had just raced around his backyard and of course he won. So now he wanted to go upstairs and play.
Once we were upstairs I flopped onto his bed exhausted and out of breath. I was sleepy...so very sleepy..."DEKU WAKE UP!!" "AKDJDJ! KACCHAN STOP IT!" I whined back.
"... I wanna watch All Might videos and your going to watch them with me got it!" "...ALL MIGHT WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY IT WAS ABOUT ALL MIGHT!!" I immediately sat up and he started to play the video...
End of flashback & Deku POV:
Here we are sitting in his room again...I took a deep breath and asked what has been racking my brain since that night..."Why Katsuki?"
Kacchan POV:
"Why Katsuki?" That question throw me off. Why? My stomach turned into knots and I had the urge to get up and throw him out of my room. He stared at me with curiosity and pain?
"I...*sigh* I don't know...I just wanted the pain to go away..." I held my head low waiting for him to laugh or something instead he said "I understand Katsuki"
"How could you possibly understand?" He smiled slightly and then rolled up his sleeves...SCARS?!
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FanfictionBAKUDEKU AU: DEPRESSED KACCHAN ⚠️mental health,suicidal thoughts,cutting,overdose,smut⚠️ please enjoy!