It's legal////Billie Eilish

9: Don't Go

"Hey, y/n. Wake up your phone keeps going off." Zoe says shaking me lightly and turning around on the bed. Since when did we get on the bed? I sigh and answer my phone. "Hello?" I ask sleepily. "Hurry up and come out." And the phone hangs up. Uh the fuck? Ooh it's Billie of course. "Hey Zoe, I have to go. But text me?" I ask her grabbing my dirty clothes and purse. "Mm I will. Be safe." She says and I smile saying bye.

I quickly walk to billie's car in only Zoe's shirt. "Next time answer the phone when I call." She says speeding off. I roll my eyes annoyed. "Why'd you pick me up?" I ask looking out the window. "I don't want you fucking my best friend." I laugh and look at her like she's crazy. "I'm sorry? What me Zoe do  does not concern you." I say and her hands grip the wheel. "If you're gonna be a slut do it with someone else." She says. "You're one to fucking talk." I shout at her.

"Excuse me?" She asks. "Yeah bitch. You and que? You wanna fuck me and shit and then when he's near you act like I'm the most disgusting person on earth. You know how shitty you make me feel? Whatever this stupid little game you're playing is, it ends now." I spit at her. "You're always fucking asking for it how can I not fuck you? That pretty little face practically begs for my touch. And don't even get me started with those bitches from last night. All over you and you liking it." She sneers. "I didn't like it. I fucking hated it. I could have been assaulted yanno? And you just smiled and walked away? How fucking disgusting you are. I'm not some damn toy of yours that you can play with when you want. Damn dude what's up your ass? Cause I talk to other girls? I think you forget that we aren't shit. I'm your brothers best friend and you his little sister. That's all you'll ever be."

I storm out of her car and make my way inside and to her room upstairs. A few minutes later the front door slams close. I grab my stuff and start putting it in my bags. Her door slams open but I don't bother looking know she's pissed off. I'm hurt, too hurt to deal with this. I could hear her footsteps get closer to me and she pulls my hair pushing me to my knees. "Yo what the fuck are you doing!! Let me go!" I struggle in her grasp and she holds my face roughly making me look at her.

I glare at her and spit on her face. Her hand wraps around my neck tightly to the point I can't breathe. I whimper in pain and she lets go slightly. Her lips slam into me and I try to push her off. But she forces her body onto me. I open my mouth and as soon as her tongue enters my mouth I bite down hard. Making her scream in pain. "What's your fucking problem!" She screams at me. "I told you, I'm not your fucking toy." I say grabbing the last of my things.

"Next time, if you wanna fuck around say it clearly, and ask for consent." I tell her walking down stairs putting my bags by the couch. "Where are you going?" She asks standing by the stairs. "I'm leaving. I already told Finn." I tell her checking my phone to see if my Uber was here. "Why? Don't leave y/n." She says tears welling in her eyes. I look over at her and look back down shaking my head. "You're still a kid Bil, you can play all you want with other people who are willing to. But I'm not. I'm not playing that game again. And stop acting like you can do as you wish. It's not attractive. I'm sure you'll realize what your doing as you get older. Stop hiding your feelings by acting tough." I say walking to the door.

"No y/n. I'm I I'm sorry! Please don't go." She begs crying. I shake my head. "I can't stay here kid. Not with the way your acting. Fix yourself and maybe I'll come back." I tell her. I was going to come back anyway. Finn would be pissed at me for not visiting. She doesn't answer me. I out my things in the car and look back at the house. She'll be fine. She got other hoes. Now I need to find my apartment.