It's legal////Billie Eilish

10: Ooh she fancy

I was laying down in the hotel room staring at the white ceiling. Noticing a few slightly light yellow spots. 3 stars my ass. It was honestly a shitty place, but I didn't want to over spend on something I wouldn't see again. It was coming to be 7 in the morning, I hadn't got an ounce of sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened. I'm stupid. This girl is 18 and I really thought maybe there's something. She clearly had feelings for me, but it was also clear she had feelings for Que.

My phone starts ringing, "Hello?" I answer. "Hey y/n I'm here. Come out so we can find you a home." I get up still in my clothes from yesterday. But I couldn't be bothered. I make my way to a car. "Sorry let's get to it. I need to get out of this place."

"So this one is two bedrooms two bathrooms. The kitchen is marble with white cabinets. The floors are all quarts easy for cleaning. Lots of huge windows to see out of. The rooms have carpet, walk in closet. The master has a full bathroom with shower and bathtub. And it's obviously on the 17th floor. What do you think?"my agent, Carla asks. "Hmmm I love it. But it seems too perfect. What's the price?" I say. It was true, all the other apartments were nice, but not this nice.

"2,130 a month."  She says. "Wow, really? That's not bad for a place in LA, especially this one." I say. It's so nice, and that's such a steal. "This is the one. I want this one." I tell Carla making up my mind. "Okay great!! Let's go to the leasing office and get this for you today."

"Congrats y/n!! Have fun and good luck!" Carla says bidding me a goodbye. I was currently back the hotel gathering my stuff and bringing them out. I literally had three suit cases. I walk out to the front after checking out. I look for a familiar car and spot it. Zoe come over and hugs me. "You should have stayed with me dumb ass." She says and I laugh as she helps me get my stuff in her car. "Oh it's fine. It's just one night. But come on I want to show you what it looks like!!" I tell her excitedly.

"Damn bitch the 17th floor?" Zoe says as we make our way to the last apartment down at the very end of the hall. "Yes ma'am. Pretty great huh? And the price is not bad." I tell her as I unlock the door. "Ooh shit bitch, she fancy." She says looking around. "You have fucking stairs!!" She says racing up them. "Oh shit this room is huge!!!" She yells and I laugh. "I texted Finn the addy so him and Claudia could come see it." I tell her making my way upstairs to my room.

There was a door at the top of the stair case leading me into a large room with huge windows. It was pretty. "I love it. Don't you think it's nice?" I tell her. "Uh yes. Your closet is huge." She says coming into the middle of the room. "The view is amazing. But not as amazing as you." She says looking out the window. "How cute." I tell her and we laugh. I lay down on the soft carpet and Zoe does the same.

"You know y/n. You're an amazing girl." She says and I smile. "You too Zoe." I tell her. "Y/n? Can I kiss you?" My eyes widen not expecting that. "Sure." The response came fast and I mentally scold myself. Zoe flips on top of my, cupping my cheek. She lowers her lips to mine before pushing them against each other. I close my eyes and savor the feeling. I hear the door click and shut. "Are they here?" Zoe asks. "Probably. It's okay we'll go down in a minute. One more please." I ask her and she smiles going in for another.

"Well I didn't expect to see that." My eyes widen and Zoe hops off me. "Why are you here?" I spit at her. "Well maybe you should look at the name of who you text." She says holding up her phone to our messages. I had in fact sent her the address and not Finn. "Uh okay well. I think you should leave now." I tell her walking over to her. "Nah I think I'll stay. I invited a few people hope you don't mind." She says walking away. I look back at Zoe confused and she shrugs. We both then hear music blasting down stairs.

I rush down the stairs to see that these 'few' people, were actually a whole bunch of people. They had alcohol, drugs, and a fucking Dj. How we didn't hear them come in surprises me. Were we really that caught up that it was only us in the world for a moment? If so I kinda would like to go back. "Hey get the fuck out of here!" Zoe yells at a few people who simply, brush her off. I put my hand on her shoulder. "It's okay Zoe. Let's just stay in my room and lock it." I tell her as we head back up.

We successfully make it up and lock the door. We lay back on the carpet floor by the large windows and stare out. We watch the rain fall roughly against the windows. "Please don't choose Billie." Zoe whispers. "What do you mean?" I ask confused. I look over, but she continues to stare out the window. "She likes you, but so do I. I've always liked you. I think you're amazing. Yeah Billie is famous and rich. But I can do so much for you! Things money can't bring! Please don't pick her over me." Zoe cries out. I sigh and hug her. "Zoe, I wouldn't pick her after everything that happened. And I liked the kiss we had and the moments we had. But I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship yet. I feel like I don't know you too well. Let's just stay friends and get to know each other more before making a decision like that." I tell her and she nods hugging me back.

We lay there until Zoe soft snores echo through the empty room. The sad thing is, I would pick Billie. Simply for the thrill of it. But I could never hurt Zoe like that and I won't. It's fun to play with Billie, but I enjoy my time with Zoe much more. I feel like such a player. I know she wouldn't cheat on me like Billie would with Que. But if I'm honest, I don't feel that same heart race from Zoe than I do from Billie. I'm so confused now. Maybe if I spend more time with Zoe I'll forget about these strange feelings. I look back out the window, the rain falling softer than before. The muffled music from down stairs making me sigh. It's going to be a mess tomorrow morning. My eyes start to get droopy and I cuddle into Zoe. Well I start my new job tomorrow night. Hopefully no one finds out where I work.