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"fuck Shia I'm nervous"
We were sitting outside jays house for about 20 minutes now......I don't even know how I'm finna tell him..."hey I'm pregnant" no "um I got a honey bun in me" nahhhh "nigga you got kids" fuck I'm finna sound dumb ash.
"Girl you got this" Shia said "You right" "Ok get out the car" "Right" "......." "Like now bitch....I'm tired I wanna go home" "Right"
I got out the car looking back at Shia
*BEEP BEEP* her petty ass honked the horn
"SHIA!" I semi whispered yelled
"bitch you walking to slow" Shia rolled down the windows
"I just-"
"Re bring yo ass in the house"
Jay stood on the porch looking at me stupid
"Here I come"
As soon as we walked in the house he immediately grabbed my face kissing me against the wall.
"Jay I didn't come here for this" I broke the kiss pushing him away
"I haven't seen you in a cool lil minute" "Yeah I guess" "So what we need to talk about?" He sat down on the couch
"Um......"
I can't do this....I can't tell him. as much as he deserves to know....I don't want him to find out. Not yet atleast. But I came all the way over here for nun, I gotta come up with an excuse.
My anxiety is bothering me to much rn
"Re?" He was now looking at me concerned "Hmmm?" " you just gonna stand there and ignore me" "Nah" I started to play wit my fingers "You acting mad weird rig-" "I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE JAY!"
Silence.
"From the lying to diya all the time about where I'm at or who I'm with and just sneaking around with you....I can't do it, you and me both knows that it's wrong" "Aren't you tired?" It felt good to get that off my chest
"Alright" he sighed "This shit went to far anyways" he sat up and walked to the kitchen
I felt relieved but there's still something I need to tell him
"you tryna chill? Just for one last time" he looked back at me
"I'm not tryna have se-" I began to get comfortable
"Nah nun of that we can just chill and watch a movie....all pg 13 shit" she chuckled handing me a glass of what looked like water and sitting down next to me on the couch
