Lovestruck

The Real Truth

A/N: I'll be writing in Samantha's pov cause everyone shall know the real truth!! I'll be putting a song cue when to play the song UwU and if gets farther than I'll put it again huehue

Sypnosis: The real truth behind Samantha's harsh personality and can she keep up ruining Margaret after Xavier warns her not to.


"It's not my fault I'm like this cause they made me do it...."

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Samantha's pov

I laid down my bed as I keep thinking how am I going to ruin Margaret but I couldn't help but think when did all of this happened? How and why did I changed?

*Flashback*

I'm back coming home after my date with Xavier and as I am about to open the door, I heard my mom and dad talking or more like arguing.

"We're running out of money!! The Beauforts don't like Samantha and they declined our proposition!!" My father exclaimed and I knew our company is going bankrupt but I didn't know it'll be this fast.

My heart broke and I truly loved, Xavier, but I just don't know what to choose, I love them both.

*Timeskip*

"You have to do it or we'll send you to a boarding school!!!"  My father yelled at me as my mother tried to comfort me, I protest cause I didn't want to and I just want them to find other ways but not like this.

I am against it as I cried silently but I want to save my family and my family's reputation so I have to forced myself to change...

I became selfish...

I was too selfish to save my family and our reputation that I didn't realize I'm already breaking someone's heart.

A/N: play that damn music

I keep borrowing money from Xavier and he keeps giving and I felt guilty about it, I became toxic to him.

"YOU'RE NOT LEAVING WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!!"  I yelled at him as he scoffs at me and left, I stand there all broken and in pain.

I just can't do this anymore... I don't know what to do.....

I went to be drunk at a bar and eventually I kissed another man that night and the pictures spread everywhere that it ruined more of my reputation as a Collin.

I could've went to Margaret she's one of my close friends to help me out but my father said I can't cause the Allards are enemies.

"I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!! YOU'VE HURTED ME ENOUGH AND YOU COULDN'T EVEN TELL ME WHY!!! JUST GET AWAY FROM ME AND MY FAMILY!! AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!" Xavier yelled at me as he left me there, I could've cried but I kept my ground and kept my pride standing up.

As soon as he left, I broke down into tears.... I don't know what to do..... So I left him and his family, my father eventually send me to a boarding school for 1 year without any contact from them and then they came back for me saying the company is already fine.

I don't know what happened all those years I'm gone but for sure something illegal is involved.

My father sent me to Valor School and without knowing, Margaret is there and when my father knew she's there, he wanted me to go to Diamond School but I said no because I wanted to face her.... I wanted to face Margaret....

I don't know what got me into this..... I don't know what made me like this... I got so selfish....

Then right now finding out my greatest enemy and my ex are together.... Nobody knows that I'm Xavier's ex except myself and Xavier but from what I could tell, he already mentioned me to Margaret.

After all those years of trying to forget him.... I still want you..... I can't forget about you... It hurts that I have to see you with someone else...... Like her..... My enemy....

It hurts that you finally moved on and I am still here stucked in the past not wanting to let go....

I'm sorry if I didn't tell you the truth...... I can't let you be dragged into my mess.... I'm sorry if I hurted you so much..... I'm happy that you're finally with someone who can make you happy and not hurt you.... 

I know I can't accept the fact, I haven't moved on.... It still hurts me but I am happy that you're happy with someone....

 I still want you....


"Full of loneliness, this garden bloomed, full of thorns, I hung myself in this sand castle." - BTS (Truth Untold)



A/N: I know it's short but there's more to come hehehhe