Frustration

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A/N: AYOOO SUPPORT LOREN UWU HE'S AMAZING!!! Also song cue hehehehe

Sypnosis: Margaret's frustration with Xavier's relationship with Samantha took over her that she decided to ran away and unexpectedly met someone.

"Nothing left but open wounds.... A dream that I never wanted to dream again... "

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3rd Person's pov

After what happened last time, Margaret became more harsher and colder that she doesn't want to sit with any of her friends and just wanting to be alone.

She changed a lot that she even skipped classes and her marks dropped, she changed to something worst and everybody's worried.

Xavier blamed himself for changing her badly, he wanted to apologize but he couldn't because on how Margaret will just push her away.

She always hangs out at the garden and she sometimes took a nap there but then she would go home and just shut herself away from everyone.

Her mother and father decided to bring her to a boarding school but Justin refused because that'll make the situation worst and Margaret hearing this conversation makes her frustrated.

But then, everytime she would see Samantha and Xavier doing their thing that was supposed to be her makes her more frusrated.

She couldn't take it anymore....

She packed her bags and left everyone...

She went far away where no one knows her and where no one would break her heart, she's so happy that she could finally have the peace she wanted but then again, she remembered all of the things she had done with Xavier.

Which made her cry and became more frustrated, everytime she would think about them that no matter how hard she forgets them, her mind makes her remember more.

Margaret's on a small town, Hage (A/N: yes I know this place is from the anime Black Clover but I got nothing else to put up so deal with it) , and she's living in a small house, to which is a good thing that no one knows she's an Allard.

As Margaret is walking through the market to find and buy some ingredients and foods to stock up in her house, she didn't see infront of her that she bump into someone.

She looked up and saw....


Margaret's pov

I was finding some ingredients and foods to stock in my house but I didn't get a good look infront I bumped into someone.

I was about to say sorry when I saw and my eyes widen.

I couldn't believe it....

"Lily?" I asked and the girl widen her eyes as she knows her names.

"Margaret??" Lily asked and we both hugged each other.

"What are you doing here?" Lily asked as we both walked through the market to do grocery shopping.

"Long story..." I said as I looked through the Carrots.

"And you?" I asked back, after all these years she's here in Hage?

"Home sucks that's why I decided to live with my grandma, though I could only visit Marcus when it's summer but that's ok, living in Hage is pretty peaceful" Lily said as she buys some potatoes while I buy some Leeks.

"How about you come visit my house and we could catch up?" Lily asked and then I smiled and nodded as we part ways to go on our own homes.


*Timskip*

"So that's what happened? Well it's a good thing you came here but don't runaway from home, just tell them you need some break" Lily said as she sips her tea while Margaret just looks out the window enjoying the beautiful view of the fields.

"I would but they don't understand me so.... I had to" I said while Lily just chuckled.

"It sucks that I changed so badly but what can I do? Everything is bullshit" I just told her while looking outside.

"There is something you can do and that is to clear your mind, it's a good thing you came here in Hage but once you come back to them, show them that you are not the old Margaret but you are the new Margaret" Lily said as she looks at me and I look back at her as I'm confused.

"What do you mean?" I asked clearly confused of the situation.

"It means you have to leave the past and accept the present itself, then maybe or then it will go once again in your own way" Lily told me and I immediately get it.

I have to change and let the past go behind me....

Let myself free...

"But how?" I asked.

"Nice question that is why, I will help you" Lily said and I agreed, for me to be able to be new, I have to let everything go... Even Xavier.


3rd Person's pov

So Margaret has been doing work outs, yoga, and farming for her to clear her mind and it did work but somehow Margaret needs more.

So Lily decided to make her even more prettier and just by that, Margaret became free, in those months of her missing, she became different.

She changed... She's already free and she became the new Margaret Allard.

Margaret's been missing for months and everyone is trying to find her, however, it became a dead end as no one knows where she is so they stopped but her friends and families didn't stop looking for her.

Margaret wanted to go back but it's not yet time for her to go back as she still needs more time to let go of the past.

In her own little home, with no contact to any phones, Margaret felt relieved as she's finally alone and in peace.

In her own little home, with no contact to any phones, Margaret felt relieved as she's finally alone and in peace

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A/N: play the music huehuehue

She laid down and closed her eyes as she listen to some music while she drift away to dreamland.


3rd Person's pov

Margaret felt she wanted to go back and be with her friends and family but she wanted to spend more time in peace until she's ready to go back but then Margaret remembered what Lily told her.

"There's no time for you to be ready when it comes to any battlefield because you always need to be ready" She remembered but then she just wanted more peace before going back.

She knew running away was good but then does forgetting Xavier really good?

Lily does said you don't have to forget him but first focus on yourself before you're ready to forgive him.

So then, she decided she's ready to forgive Xavier and give him a chance but then again she needs more time to think things through.

When she's ready... She'll finally know what to do..


"Don't blame it on me, you brought the flame in my heart." - TXT 


A/N: I got so lazy today so I'll just update 1 and then I'll update some more later hehehe


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