the teacher: all grown up

the moving day

I wake up and stay lying in my warm bed, and just closing my eyes but not letting myself go to sleep, and just watching all the pictures that appear into my head and most of them are of Luke, kissing me when I am lying on the ground scared I am going to die. Ever since I saw Luke I can't stop thinking about him its like, I'm still in love with him, but I can't be because I never really understood if I had feelings for him because I was confused. I roll out of bed and put my slippers on and walk into the bathroom, and I look at myself in the mirror and see a SPOT! A spot thinks it can't just walk onto my face and stay there making me have a hard time trying to get rid of it, and it comes on the day I am moving in with a guy who is in love with me, maybe if I go to the apartment looking say ugly he will not like me no more, buy hey its worth a try isn't it?.

I take of my PJs and walk into the shower and turn it on, I wash my body and hair with my herbal essences naked shampoo, which is one of my favorites right now, and wash it out, I turn off the shower and wrap and towel around my body and wrap my hair up in a towel as well, I walk into my bedroom and choose some clothes, not really paying attention to what I choose, and sliding into them, I tie my hair into a messy bun, and just put some mascara, eyeliner,foundation on.

When there's a knock at the door, I open it, "Hi we are here to pick up your boxes and take them to 123 New street, London". I take the men in and let them take my boxes. I wait until everything is gone, and I just start to walk around my bare home, thinking about all the memories that I have here, all the parties I have had, sleepover, when I nearly set the house on fire. I walk towards the door and take a deep breath and say." Well, I guess this is it then, a new beginning a new start". I take one last look and open the door. "Let's just hope whoever buys my house will look after it". I then walk out the door and close the door.