ME? | YOU... No duh me.

Him.

Letters I want to send to him but could never.
"Lose your temper, but you're not losing me."

Dear Mako,

I keep running towards you, but it always feels like you enjoy sprinting away. Why do you avoid me so intensely. Why can't I have a break?
Or maybe, you've stopped running so long ago, and that faint figure in the distance is your shadow. A tall shadow that grows with hope but also desperation.
I am trying to catch up to someone I've already passed about a million times.
I'm so tired.
My neck tightens at the thought of you.
I wish. You could carry me to the finish line, but I have to finish what we started.
To end it.
I just wish you really l*ved me.
or rather,
I just wish I realized __________.
Pain and stress push you away, uncontrollable, but for me, my own insecurities.
I want to l*ve you again, and feel the l*ve with no strings attached.

I've l*ved you for so long, but I officially would like to remove your existence from my life.
I no longer want to think of you.
I no longer want to miss you.
This is just like our first goodbye over and over again. I promise that I've never regret l*ving you or receiving your l*ve. I
Sorry. It pains me enough to write. I do not wish pain on you.
My feelings for you have perished.
Took awhile, but I got over you.
you proud?

Thank you for l*ving me, ____

    I don't know why I still write to you.
    Melancholic!
    That's how it feels.
    All these songs remind me something of you,
    Making me miss you,
    wanting to l*ve you again.