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Tomorrow Tonight

This song produced by Loote kidna hit diff, so here's my pure emotion because i dunno where to put it ;;

Said we needed space we just got closer
Trying to push him away made me want to be around him way more than even i could handle, and it was almost like i was forcing myself to think about him a certain way.. but a way i desperately wanted to think of him, so it did not bother as much as it would've before

Late at night missing the little things like baby come over/baby come hold me
We'd call one on one every once in awhile and we'd just be so in l*ve,, at least that's how it felt. He felt like forever. And i miss his voice, his laugh the way he talked, his humour and especially when he'd play music.
I think i fell in l*ve with his guitar rather than him. By chance, one day, i saw him in a vc called "Playing music to hide the pain of school" and the camera icon was on and i knew he was there showing himself play the guitar when i'm not there when all i wanted was to be around him. I thought i was over him but haha..

When you're up at 2am,, you know that i'll be up at 5
We'd always be up so late. When we first met, we knew nothing about each other, but one night he approached me. Asking if anyone wanted to play league haah that was a funny time! It was 00:00 and i had just joined my frends in a vc but at three they both passed out. I decided that i'd try to sleep since i was beside my sister at the time, but nooooooo! I decided to watch YouTube till 5am. AND THAT WAS WHEN I DECIDED TO SLEEP!! BUT NOOOO just as i put the phone down, i hear the discord join-call sound. So i put my earbuds back on. "You guys awake?" "Uhhh i am.." "Wanna play league?" "MmHELL YEAAAAH! Lemme go downstairs haha" and that's really how we started getting closer.

I'm scared i'll call someone your name
Even know,, after 3 months i still want someone like him. Or rather, him. I'm scared i'll never find that. Or rather, be able to hold on to them.

Trying to fix something that wasn't broken
Me, having such a a huge inferiority complex consistently doubted our l*ve.. thinking i wasn't l*ving him enough, but i needed that motivation to l*ve him more so that he could l*Ve me but through this relationship i learned that we are to completely different people with completely different circumstances and lives. I didn't need someone better, i needed to be a better me.. as usual.

When you're up and you can't because you're still thinking of me,, let me be your tomorrow tonight.
Sometimes I hope he thinks of me. And whatever we had. I hope he never forgets what we had and i wish and pray that i could be his tomorrow every night.