Illumi
"Kiss me like you want to stay."
Hisoka paces the room. His aura feels agitated.
"Say you're lucky to love me," I plead, "like you used to."
"Even if it isn't true?" he looks to me with a tilt of his head.
"I want you to lie."
He walks closer to me, sliding his slender palm against my cheek.
"I'm sorry for the ways I used you," I look to his hand, "but you know, you hurt me pretty good too."
"Baby, if we both break down tonight, and you say you hate me-," the red head rubs my cheek as I cry.
"We'll be alright," I squeeze my eyes shut and hope that my words are true.
"I'll be here waiting," Hisoka's eyes fill with a certain sadness, "I promise, I'm changing."
"When I'm afraid I get distant and I push you away," I sob quietly, not sure why I'm actually feeling, "I'm sorry."
He doesn't let go of me, instead, holding me closer than before. "I love you always, Illu."
"Put your hands on my waist," I continue to cry while clinging to his chest.
He does as I say, making my heart flutter wildly. "Baby I just want to kiss you," Hisoka smiles playfully while tilting my chin upwards.
"Just kiss me?"
He gently pushes a piece of hair behind my ear, leaning down so his hot breath meets my skin. "We both know I'm always in need," Hisoka looks me up and down with a flick of his eyes, "of you."
I swallow harshly, drying all my tears with a single swipe of my hand. "I'm all yours."
A/N
Sorry this so short I was just inspired by like 7 songs. 😀
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