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"So you are leaving?" Amelie said
"Yeah. Look i would really like to stay and live here but i can't. At least i can't with him." I said with tears in my eyes "it's gonna be ok" Avani said and her, Amelie and Indi hugged me "we are gonna miss you" Amelie said "im gonna miss you too guys" i said "we will come to visit some time" Indi said "idk about me visiting you guys here. I just need to get used to this. We have never been apart longer then 2 days. It's gonna be weird." I said with a sad voice
We all said godbyes and then i left
Ughhh i hate my life.
Because i don't have a house here I had to go back to New jersey
I went to the airport and waited for my plane
When it came i went in and listened to some sad songs and tought what am i gonna do
Your thoughts
'I can't belive im leaving. My friends are here. Why did he do this to me? He didn't even try to apologize or say goodbye' i said with tears in my eyes 'why is my life so hard? My besties are here. When are we gonna se each other or are we ever gonna see each other?'
After 3 hours of flight i came home
At the airport my brother Adam (20) waited for me we are very attached to each other idk how could i leave him but we got used to it he was the one that will make me laugh he was my bestfriend here.
I saw him and ran to him and hugged him "omg i missed you so much" Adam said "i missed you too" i said with tears in my eyes
I didn't tell him why did i got back here or for how long am i gonna be here so i explained him everything
(By the time we were already home)
"It's gonna be ok. Im here for you" he said "i know. Thanks" i said tearing up "always sis" he said and i went to unpack
While unpacking i got massage from girls
(Amelie you)
Hey bestie. Did you land safe?
Yeah thanks for checking on me
Ofc that's what besties are for
Oh btw Girls said they love you and that they miss you already so do i
I love yall to and i miss yall too
How is it there?
Kio already misses you and Vinnie didn't came out of his room since you left
Tell kio i miss him too
And i don't really care about Vinnie
I think you should guys talk
I am defenetly not gonna go text him first he was the one who broke our friendship and who chose some girl over our friendship so if he wanted to he would already text me and aren't him and Emily together?
Idk let me ask J
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J said that they aren't anymore
And because of me? Ughhh i hate my life i always ruin everything
Girl this is not your fault ok? Stop blaming yourself
I can't i keep repeating what he said in my head and it hurts every time and i just want to cry
Omg don't cry. Who cares about him? I wish i could hug you rn
I wish i can hug you all rn but i can't
So how is Adam?
He's good. He said he misses you
(Btw you 3 are besties since you were born and Vinnie ofc)
I miss him too.
Omg i just realised your birthday is in couple of days!
Yea i know. It's gonna be the worst birthday ever and first one without you and Vinnie😪 i wanna cry!!!
I forgot that we can't celebrate together omg im gonna cry too
I gotta go unpack the rest of my stuff and then go to bed. Tell everyone i love them and tell them i miss them. Ly❤
Ok i will. Ly2❤
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