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When i woke up i didnt feel well. My stomach hurt and i was just feeling like im gonna threw up. And everytime i tried i couldnt. Ive been crying a little. Every few seconds i remember Vinnies words and i just want my kid to have a dad. And i love him. Hes my everything. At least was. Now like every time hes gonna find a new girl and forget about me. Casual.
I didnt really feel like doing anything today so i decided to just stay home. Better said in my room in my pj's.
After a lil time passed Indi came in.
"Hay babe. How are you?" She asked "idk. I just feel like.....shit. I feel betrayed. i feel hurt" i said "everything is going to be ok. You should maybe get out a little for a walk or something. Forget about him. We're here for you. Always" "thanks but i would rather stay here whole day" i replayed "can i at least get you something?" She asked and i replayed "sure. Maybe something to eat?" "Sure" she said and then i asked her "enough about my problems and my life. How are you and Adam?" She smiled and said "we are good. I really like him" "im happy for you two" i said and we hugged "thanks" indiana said "for what?" I asked confused "for everything. For being so cool about me and your brother. For being there for me always. Just like every little thing since we were like...what? 5?" When she said that i felt tears in my eyes "omg thank YOU. Look at me. Im a mess. And you are here helping me out. I love you" i said "i love you too"
Then she went and ordered some mcdonalds.
After about 30 mins i heard a knock on my bedroom door.
"Who is it?" I asked "uh i-its Vinnie" "you said what you wanted to say. Go away" i said and i knew i was gonna start crying. Which ofcourse i did.
"Please" he said "no" "just give me a minute. I want to fix things. Please Miley. I want to talk to you"
I opened the door "you have 5 minutes" "thanks" he said and smiled
I sat back in my sheets and Vinnie sat at the edge of my bed "look i am very sorry. About everything i said. I really am. I didnt think how it actualy makes you feel. I didnt think things trough. I was scared" "but Vinnie so was i. I still am. Im going trough so much pain. And gere i am. I did not plan on having a baby. But here we are. I would love to take ti.e back and undo things we did but at the same time i wouldnt. Im ready for this baby to come. Yeah i know it has only been a couple of days but i know im ready. And if you help me it will be so much easier and for you and for me. For both of us. And for the kid. It will grow up with both parents. Dont you want that for your kid?" I asked with tears in my eyes.
He came closer to me wiped my tears and said "dont cry. Please. Im here to say that im sorry and to tell you that i love you so much. I havent slept the whole night because i was thinking about you and how much i hurt you. I want to help you raise our baby. I want to help you be a parent. I want to have a life with you. Some time i expected us to have kids. So i tought trough this. Sooner or later we would have kids. I love you" he took my hand and added "i always will" a tear slipped down my face "i love you too" then we kissed
"I cant wait to raise our kid with you" Vinnie said and i laughed
He layed next to me and we watched some netflix. But ofcourse not long enough after Vinnie and i talked Indi came in "hi ho-whow" Indi said smiling and confused "what happened? Did you just make another child?" She said pointing at us "no" we said at the same time "okk. Here i got you food. Thank god there is lots of food for both of you" she said and we just smiled "ill leave you two alone" she said smiling and walked away "love you Inidi!" I yelled when she closed the door "love ya too!" She yelled back.
