Chapter 12: In 11:43
Shuhua
Minnie unnie looks sad, and the fact that I don't know what to do hits hard too. After eating, we went through the theme park and I could see how hard she tried to make those eye smile like nothing was wrong.
Sadness lurking around you, lies underneath your mind, the thought that made you go deep.
What are these feelings that made you go dark around you, Minnie unnie?
I'm with Miyeon unnie, then at the corner of her eyes- she must've noticed Minnie unnie as well. Let me tell you one thing about Miyeon unnie, she is a perfect example of a sister or any kind of point of view. Everyone liked her, she's that kind of person who would never let you down, who would never leave you in dark times, who would never let you go through tough times. Everything that you can imagine, is just infront you.
"Shuhua-ya, come" I turned to my side and noticed Miyeon unnie lifting up her hands to let me hold on. I grabbed it and smiled back. The feeling of her hands on mine felt like I was safe from anything that was about to hurt me. Like how Soojin unnie would be to scold me or be tough at me. Times like that, I remember that day. In my life, everything seems hard.
Soojin unnie...?
I used to hold her like this, but look at us now...It's hard to fight yourself over someone who you love. To make it simple, it's either— get hurt by someone who you love or you yourself. With that, I chose her. No matter how damage she would do, I'd still love her even though she won't return it back. When you love someone, yes, you get tired but for me— I accept everything.
Love is something you prove. Waiting is a sign of patience. Not all 'I love you's' can be proved.All I want is for you to see how important you are to me, Soojin unnie. That's all. If you are sick with me, tell me. Cause I hate it whenever people say things that were too late to get fixed.
"Shuhua-ssi?" why does her voice sound so warm, as if you could listen to it all the time. I must have been to busy with my head that I relaxed after hearing that voice "Yes, Minnie unnie?" I can see Miyeon was with Yuqi, probably to grab our orders. Minnie was smiling at me and I couldn't look away. She just looks like a goddess, but I'm much more beautiful than her, okay? Just kidding.
"Come sit here, you've been standing for like, 5 minutes"
"Ahh right"
She was now holding my hands, her soft and gentle touch made me suffer from it. From the look of Soojin and Soyeon, I can see them smiling. Soojin unnie always have that bright smile and I love it very much. Soyeon? Soyeon is my idol, everything is a whole package when it comes to her. She smiled at me and I did the same.
Time skip...
"Where are you going?"
"Walk? I need some fresh air" Soojin unnie was covered with coats and baggy pants, it looked perfect.
'I mean, everything about her is perfect..'
"Ooh! Can I come?! Please?"
The night was rising. Stars appearing. Shadows following. How the walk was silent. The moon slowly looking at me. When things go dark, you shine. When things are falling, watch me, when I'm falling, please watch me.
"Why did you want to take a walk?" I asked slowly, trying to get closer with her as we walk together hand in hand. Her smile appeared. She looked so pretty beside me, meanwhile I look like a walking crushed potato 0.0
"Hmm... Just to forget some things" I can see how sure she was, I know her too well. Though I don't know what she feels. Why are you so hard to read, unnie? You were never like this. Like, never. "anyways, why did you want to come with me?" with that, I started to face the road and admire the moon and stars placed high up the sky.
"I don't want you to go out alone, and I always want to be by your side.." I can feel her slowing her pace so I followed as well. Her grip loosening. How her lazy eyes looked up to me in fact, we walked so far away from home. "11:43" She looked up to me and gently touched my cheeks.
What are you doing Soojin unnie..
The last thing I know was her whispering something.
"When the time ticks 11:43, I want to tell the moon what I love about you"
A/N: ❤ Stay safe.
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FanfictionYeh Shuhua, a member of a famous korean girl group. The social media was against her, so was everyone and all she felt was crying. Her tears described loneliness not until she found her PROLOUGE