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Kazuichi pov:
I don't remember much of what happened that night. After what happened we went home sitting quite a bit apart from each other on the bus. It was no big deal right? Leon probaly didn't really care. As soon as we got back to town I went and took a walk while Leon went to our dorm. I wish I had someone to ask about what to do. I zoned out a bit as I wandered around town>

Leon pov: God that was terrifying but no big deal right. I felt a lump in my chest when he sat far away from me on the bus. I thought it would be fine but as soon as we got home he left. Maybe I should ask someone for advice.I'm not quite sure why it hurt so much. We didn't talk a lot throughout the week and ate dinner seperately. On Friday I couldn't take it anymore but I couldn't talk to kaz, so i did the next best thing. After class on friday I walked with makoto. I'm not sure how I feel about asking him for help but he offered before i asked anyone. Once we got to his dorm we sat facing each other at the table. His roommate was busy getting fixed so it was just us.
"So Leon what's wrong with you? You've seemed a bit spaced out all week, more than usual I mean" Makoto asked as he looked me in the eyes. I quickly looked at my hands finding them strangly interesting.
"It's Just someone I like is ignoring me no big deal naegi" I mumbled this as quickly as possible trying not to show the despair i felt. Apparently I didn't hide it well enough.
"Who is it? You don't have to tell me but you should try to talk to them," He sounded so concerned I almost broke down.
"Just someone and I dont think that would work" I felt my eyes tearing up a bit but at this point I didn't even care. Suddenly makoto walked over to my side of the table and hugged me tightly.
"If they won't accept you after the stupid shit then they dont deserve you at your best ok" He was so kind and I just broke down into a silent sob thinking about it all.
"I can't just stop liking them even if they don't like me!" I was slightly loud but I didnt care anymore I just wanted someone to understand.
"Leon I understand how hard it is but you need to stay strong" as he said this he kneeled down to my face level. I frantically wiped my eyes before he stopped me. "Leon its ok to cry you don't need to hide it"I smiled slightly and took a few breaths to calm down. A weird robot kid burst in the room.
"KIIBO! I know this is you dorm too but please warn me before you barge in!" Makoto looked slightly startled.
"Ah sorry should I try it again?"
"no it doesn't matter, Leon you should probaly go" as he said that I knew he was right. I nodded respectfully and walked buck to my own dorm quickly hoping that mondo wouldn't see me. When I walked in I saw Kaz sitting at the table fidgetting with something and I took a deep breath.
"Kaz I think we need to talk" As I said this I sat down across the table from him.

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