Alone

I hate him, I want her

I walked around the castle eventually making my way  to the potions classroom. Draco was already there, he was sitting in the seat behind mine. I walked over and pulled my chair out from under my desk. I sat down and opened my book. Snape walked in a few minutes later. Blaise still wasn't here.
"Everyone open to page 245" he said rather harshly as I flipped through the pages of my book. "I will be back, if anyone is out of there seats when I get back...detention for a week" he spat as he walked out. The next thing I knew Seamus was sitting next to me.

"Hey" I said as I smiled at him.

"Hey er- would you want to go out for a butter beer with me...I mean only if you want to" he stammered.

"Are you asking me out" I asked him surprised.

"Um, what would you say if I were to ask you out" he said quietly.

" yes" I said as I laughed.

"Ok, then yes I'm asking you out. Friday then?" he asked excitedly.

"Sounds good" I said as he got up to leave. I could feel Draco's eyes burning through my back. I turned around to see him glaring at me.
"What the hell do you want" I asked him.

Draco leaned forward enough for me to hear him but not to make it too obvious."Seamus" Draco growled, he sounded disgusted. "Why Seamus"

"I don't need the opinion of someone I barely know" I spat back. He leaned back in his chair as Snape walked in. The class became quite as I turned around to face the front of the room.

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After dinner I started towards the dungeons. I walked down the stairs, then I turned the corner. Draco and his fan group were standing only a couple feet away.
"Hey traitor" Pansy taunted.

"Yeah yeah, I get it" I said as I tried to walk by them.Pansy stepped in front of me, making me stop in my tracks.

Draco walked closer to me, our faces only cm apart. He grabbed my chin and forced me to look into his eyes, I scowled "And guess who's going out with Seamus" Draco spat as he pushed me away from him.

"No she isn't, she's already a disgrace" Pansy gasped as she held a hand over her mouth.

"I'm a disgrace for what exactly, what have I done." I asked her innocently. She hesitated for a second but then Draco cut in.

"You being a Slytherin is a disgrace you filthy blood traitor" he spat at me.

"Oh ok, so I go from Rory to a filthy blood traitor" I yelled back at him.

"Yeah, when you hang out with filthy mud bloods you do" he yelled.

"Is that the only reason" I questioned. He hesitated but eventually he nodded. All his friends snickered and laughed as he stood there glaring at me."I hate you! Your such a jerk!"
I  ran down the stairs into the dungeons. The cold breeze hit my face as a tear fell from my cheek. Why am I crying? I can't cry. This is why I don't let people in, they hurt you or worse you hurt them.
     I wiped my watering eyes with the sleeve of my robe as I kept walking. I reached the painting and said the password, I walked in to the common room and sat down on the couch. I opened up my potions book and started to finish the homework from earlier today. It was due on Monday.
A couple of minutes passed when Tracy walked in to the common room. "Hey" she mumbled as she walked over and sat on the couch across from me.

"Uh Hi" I hesitated a little confused. She's never really talked to me before.

"Do you know how to do the homework?" She asked me nervously.

"Yeah, I'm pretty good at potions." I replied.

"I know, would you mind helping me" she asked me.