A Dragon Season

Do I want This?

Lucy p.o.v

I could still hear the muffled screams, and gasps of the guild as i fell asleep in natsus arms.

As my eyes began to open the screams died down and there was nothing but silence. I opened one of my eyes and scaned my surrondings for what was going on. one there was a bed i have never been in. two no one but me was in this room. three Natsu put me to sleep.

I gasp just now remembering Natsu's lips against mine. I reached a finger up to my lips and gently touched touched it. With one final look I sat up and looked around the room.it was day break but stil dark enough to turn a light on. I saw that i must have been in Natsu's room because I saw his shirt hung against the head of the bed. I jumped up and walked to the door grabbing the knob of the door tightly. For the case of emergencys I pulled out loki of my skirt pocket his key was the only key I brought because I really liked just having him here with me.

After breathing in deeply I dragged all my curoage into my hand and turned the handle. With no sounds I walked out into the hall. Following the path i chose i countinued to walk until I saw a light on in the distance. 'natsu' I thought my breathing getting slower and harder as a hard lump formed in my throat.

"lucy"? I gasped and stumbled a little hearing a calm natsu's voice beckoning me over.

"natsu"? I walked into the light and saw natsu sitting up against  the wall of the corner of the room."Whats up natsu you okay"? I walked closer completley forgetting what had happened in the past.

"STAY AWAY" i stopped in my tracks my face going soft.

"Natsu its okay you werent yourself during that time" I started to slowly walk over to him again.

"But that doesnt matter i still hurt you lucy" Natsu rose his hands to his face. "And i hurt my friends. Honestly i was really scared of natsu at the begining but looking at him in this state I know that what he did, he had no control over.

"natsu" i breathed wrapping my hands around his stomach. Natsu grew tense but slowly softened putting his hands on mine.

"I didnt mean to do all that stuff luce" I felt something warm and wet fall on my arm. Were these Natsu's tears? I smiled a soft smile and layed my head on his shoulderonce again making him jump and  i giggled at the old natsu being as embarssed ever.

"Natsu you'll be okay"

"but what can I do I cant control myself"?

"I know we can find a way" Natsu turned to me and smiled a little grin

"yea....." I got up and reached a hand out to him smiling.

"now how about food i'm starving" Natsu's face brightened a little when i mentioned the word of food.

"sure where we gonna go"? I gave him a puzzling look and then just grinned

"my place" As we began to walk I felt natsu shaking from fear so I grabbed his hand giving him a reasuring smile and we continued on our way.

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Getting home I told natsu I was going to change and start food. " I wanna get these dusty dirty clothes off and into fresh ones okay"? I smiled and Natsu just nodded. "K! Be right back" I ran up the stairs pulling off my dirty shirt and throwing it in my hamper for dirty clothes. 

"okay what to wear" After pulling off my tight skinny jeans I ran over to my closet choicing my next outfit. I choice my outfit I had on when I first met Natsu. I put the shirt on the bed and ran over to my dresser getting my blue skirt and skipped over to the bed with happy delight rethinking the time I first saw and talked to Natsu. While i looked at my preset up outfit thrown all over the bed I smiled knowing all this outfit needed was a necklace. I turned to walk toward my dresser but I toppled by a warm heavy weight. 'oh no this is'

"L..ucy I can't m...ove" My hands were being pressed against the bed and legs being held by Natsu's waist.

"Natsu st-op that hurts" Natsu's hips were pressed hard against mine and it began to hurt.

"I - can't" It's true I felt Natsu resisting but his instincts were winning this fast. I had think of something and fast.

"natsu" I said calmly and stopped pulling my hands away from his. "Please stop" I gently smiled. But Natsu said nothing and didn't move. I looked into his eyes which were blank with no emotion. "Hey Natsu you okay"? I tried to move my hand but he only tightened his grip till my hands began to hurt painfully. "Natsu ST-op"! I almost screamed my legs were going numb and my wrists were feeling the circulation being cut off.

"NO"! I heard Natsu scream and I looked up to see his eyes hot pink. 'this is the color the book talked about'

"Natsu calm down remember I'm right here"

Natsu leaned and whispered "I need you"! he released one of my hands sliding up my naked stomach causing shivers to form.

"Natsu do-n't" His hands trailed up till he reached my bra which his finger went under till he reached up and I gasped feeling shocks rock through out my body. "Natssuu" I breathed my breath caught on his touch.

"I need more" leaded his head down to my shoulder and began to lick at my collarbone and began to nibble at me causing me to let out a moan with his fingers still searching my bra.

"Natsuu" He took his last hand and reach down to my waist which were being held down by his waist so I couldn't fight his hand sliding down my panties. "NO! Don't please Natsu stop.... No NO"

NATSU!!!!!

I screamed and I felt his fingers stop and began to shake. "Lucy I-" Natsu pulled his hands back and jumped back looking at his hands he looked at me the look of guilt washed over him. " I can't be near you"! Natsu ran out the door before I could speak the vision of what he almost did replayed.

"His fingers" I sat up and looked at my hands " Why"? "when natsu was in my bra and released one of my hands why didnt i fight back?