This is my first time writing so- uhm.. wish my luck? heh- I would like to that The_great_AUSTY for giving me the motivation to write. I'm not very good at writing so I'll probably repeat stuff multiple times, okay on with it now.
You know when your parents say they love you? They say it so often, that you start to believe that they actually don't? That how it is for me. They say they love me so often that I'm starting to stop believing in them. Of course there is other reasons such as, the first time I told my mom I cut, she said "that's a stupid thing to lie about" and that really hurt me inside. The second time, I told my dad I cut, and he saw the scars but still- he didn't believe me! It was the 3rd time that they finally believe me, and I wish they didn't. Now they keep telling me they love me more and more... but It's obvious that they still don't. They have took me to a few therapists, 3 in fact. Yet none of them have helped me. They have only made me more depressed- because it just makes me more and more sad that my parents are wasting money on something that wont help me.
Like I said- I'm not very good at writing. So this is all I will write for now. Please check out The_great_AUSTY on here.. he's an amazing writer. (11/11/20)
