✨𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠✨//Payton Moormeier

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Mads' pov

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"What was that?" Addison asked...

Y/n's pov
We were walking up from the beach and a car had came rushing past us. It was about to hit me then Jake pushed me out the way. Fell to the floor as Jake got hit. I screamed and ran up to him. "JAKE!" I shouted shaking him. I picked him up and ran into Payton's house. "What the fuck?" Quinton asked and blood dripped from the tips of his fingers. "Help." I said Jaden ran over and took him. I called 911 and they came and took him. "Y/n." Cynthia. I stayed there for a little. "Hey y/n sugar cube." Oscar said, he was a little tipsy. "Sugar cube?!" Payton asked as he walked in from his kitchen. "Oscar go wait out there." I said. "No my mummy is hear and she wants to meet the l0ve of my life." He said showing me a cheesy smile. I laughed and he pulled me out to his mum. "Mummy this is y/n, the most beautiful girl in the world." He said and kissed my cheek then got into his mums car then left. I went back into Payton's house. "What? When? Who? What the actual fuck?!" Avani asked. "Chill we are not dating." I said. "Ok so why did he say that?" Payton asked. "Why do you care so much Payton?" I asked. "I dunno I just do not want another boy to break you!" He shouted. "Why? Not like you care." I said. "Yeah you are right I should just leave you and let you handling the pin that you can't handle and you only act like this because you can't show your true feelings!" Payton yelled. "No payton I am not acting. I am this bitch and if you don't like it don't even bother looking at me threw the window in the morning, see this is probably another reason why Avani left you, and if you could not tell she left you for Anthony and now I can see why." I said I could see his eyes tearing up. "You are only saying that because you have never had a real relationship where they actually loved you." Payton said. "I DO NOT NEED A MAN." I said. "You clearly do if you were with two boys." Payton said. "Oh and the girls you lesbian." He said. "Oh well you are just jealous I get more pussy then you, mhm that is what I thought you stay quite. Yes shush no one wants to hear your mouth when all you do is try and shame girls." I said and he just stood there. "Still you will never find true love, you never have had it and you will never find it." Payton said. "Ok same with you, who the fuck said Avani really loved you. Yeah that's funny when you two were dating you were half her size baby, you were so small she probably looked like your mum when you went on dates." I said and he looked really sad but I did not care. "Ok and you are just a slut with out a dad and a mum, you should go join your dead brother." Payton shouted. I opened my mouth a little since no one had said that to me before. "That was a little harsh." Quinton said. "No I want to re-word, your brother should never have took his life it should of been you!" Payton said pointing his finger at me. I left as I whipped a tear from my cheek and went into my house, I locked the door behind me. I just dropped on my floor crying.

(TW!!!!!!!! Self harm)

I walked up to my bathroom and turned on the light. I leaned over the sink then looked at the razor at my side, then I looked back at the mirror. "Be strong y/n he is just trying to bring you down." I said whilst crying. I could help my self and I cut 11 deep cuts on my arm.

1.for my dad leaving us and my mum blaming it on me.
1.for leaving my brother alone at school.
1.for always being horrid to my mum.
1.for never being there for my brother
1.for always saying I hated my brother.
1.for wishing that he would go away, (not lien death as in move out, bruv I am not that harsh)
1.for being friends with the popular ones.
1.for dating Luca and running out friend ship.
2 cuts for saying saying all those horrible things to Payton.

1. Deep cut for letting Jake push me out the way.
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I washed and then brushed my teeth then sat on the bathroom floor crying. I could not be bothered for school so I would start in a week. I was not doing ok for it. I kicked off my shoes and closed my blinds then led in bed. I soon fell asleep.

Mads' pov
"Well." I said after y/n walked out. "Payton is her brother actually dead?" Cynthia said. "Sadly he is and what Payton said was out of order they were so close and she never knew he was getting bullied, if she did then obviously we all would of stuck up for him and then it would not of happened." Addison said. I looked over to Bryce who was also really close with her brother and he looked like he was about to cry. "I am buying her flowers next week on Thursday." Bruce said wipping his nose. "Why?" Quinton asked. "Well that is Marcus's birthday, and Marcus is her brother, his birthday is on the 17th on September, he would be turning 19 I think." I said. "Ok look I am sorry I was angry." Payton said. "Yes you should be." Avani said. "And daym." Cynthia said.

Y/n's pov
I woke up and I could not sleep so I just decided to go threw Instagram then i fell asleep...