hurt - mattia polibio

ch. 3

luna's pov ^
after dinner , i get upstairs and clean up a little. then i hear my snapchat go off and see that somebody added me , mattia. i get nervous but add him back, i turn my phone back off and go turn on the shower but hear my snapchat notifs go off again,
mattia: hey :)
me: hi?
mattia: sorry this is random. but i wanted to say, i'm really sorry for those boys today.
me: oh no thanks for doing what u did
mattia: yeah ion stand w boys talking to girls like that. are you okay? like mentally ? i saw how you looked when that happened...
i start to worry, because i feel like telling him what happen make him thing differently of me.
me: i cant tell you this now. it's personal and hard for me to talk about.
mattia: well how about we become friends..you're very pretty and super sweet. ik i'm friend w your brother but i'm sure he'll be cool? then we get closer and you are able to tell me
me: i'm kinda bad at making friends . but yea? also r you going to that party
mattia: yeah it's at my house haha
me: oh right. well i'll be there.
mattia: oh great. see you there :)
i find a old slim black dress in the back of my closet and pick some undies out than get into the shower.
i get out the shower, change quickly and hear brian call me, i go over to his room, "luna- you're gonna wear that?" he asks, "yea sorry..." i say, "no i'm proud. you would never be thag confident a couple months ago and you look beautiful" he says, "thanks brian. what do you need?" i ask, "these jeans?" he asks holding up blank ripped ones, "yeah and this shirt" i say picking out a flannel. i than go back to my room to brush my hair out which is straight all the time, i put some light makeup on and some heels i have had for years. "you guys have fun and be careful keep your sister safe" my dad says from the door as i buckle, "i will" brian says.

we get to what is mattia's house medium amount of people were there, we walk in and mattia greets us, "wow" he says staring at me, i put a strip of hair behind my ear and feel my face then red, "anyways hey! js the soccer team is coming and like two of my cousins." he smiles, "great" brian says, we walk over to the couch and brian starts a conversation w some of his friends. i start to get a bit of anxiety from more people around me so i start tapping my leg a lot, "you good?" brian asks, "yeah yeah" i fake smike. brian goes off to a friends room to look at a bunch of soccer shit and idk why but i get up and walk over to the drinks. after like 3 cups everybidy comes back, "luna?" brian says, "yesss" i slur, "wtf are you drunk" he asks, "no!" i say, "yes u are", "no look" i start to walk and almost fall bht i feel big warm arms wrap around me, "oh. very strong" i giggle, "thanks" mattia says, "yano i hate boys . but you're very kind and because of my past of how a boy destroyed me i've been broken but you mattia you're great" i go on without realizing, "oh wow thanks" he says...
brian's pov^
i realize luna is drunk and i automatically regret leaving her, her and mattia are talking and she isn't freaking out over a boy touching her. i smile a little but then go over to them, "yeah i'll just take her home now" i say, "i can carry her to the car?" mattia suggests, "oh okay thanks" we walk out and he lays her down and buckled her up, "thanks man" i say as he dabs me up.
we get home and my dad comes out, "brian what the fuck?" my dad says cursing, "i'm sorry dad. i left for a little cus the boys and i were talking about the plays and-" he cuts me off, "i don't care. i told you to keep her safe. and i heard her asking you to not leave her. and this happens. go to your room i'll talk to you later" he says picking luna up, i feel disappointed in myself and quickly walk upstairs .