hurt - mattia polibio

ch. 1; new start

luna's pov*
its been just around 2months since i got out of an abusive relationship. i live with my dad and older brother brian in new jersey, my mom left us for drugs 4 years ago. im going to be a junior at pvhs, although i went to school in a different city we moved across state...
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may be triggering to some⚠️

summer before sophomore year i was just a outgoing, happy, normal teenager. until i got into a relationship w vinnie hacker, he was the hottest boy in school and he went for me. the relationship was cute as first,, after two months of dating he became controlling and aggressive. i would come home w hidden bruises and hand inprints. and by the end of the year i was mentally and physically abused, i came home one night sobbing and just wanting to die. my brother came into my room that night as i sat on my bed curled up in tears, he wrapped his arms around me and i told him everything..

after that my dad pressed charges, we moved and i go to therapy twice a week. at first when we had moved i had nightmares and brian had to sleep in my room on the floor because i would always wake up at night crying. i haven't completely healed yet but it takes time..
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i start school tomorrow and im nervous because i know absolutely nobody and im not good at making friends..but brian and i have the same lunch so he said i could sit w him because he knew some people from there already since he's in soccer. my aesthetic is kinda weird like i don't really have one, i wear oversized shirts w some skinny jeans and sometimes baggy jeans but i can also wear skirts and little shirts, but i js started doing that because bruises that couldn't be hidden js started going away last month.

right now i am on brian's bed as he plays fifa w some of his friends, "oh hey my sister and i are going to your school i believe tomorrow" brian says making me pay attention to his words, a silent moment goes and he speaks again, "mattia? ah that's cool. i play soccer too"...

A/N💓: hi baes uh i want this book to be better than my other one lol