hold on, ok? || brightwin fanfic

Part 2

Bright's POV

It hurts me to see him like this,
Helpless,
Sick,
So pale,
So Thin,
Yet, he would still smile like nothing hurts,
I love him for that,

I open the blinds to let the sun ray enters the room,
I can hear birds chirping, faint noises of nurses outside of the room, and Win still snoring,

I take a seat beside his bed, and holds his hand while appreciating that God is still giving him strength  to fight for his life.

I'd get angry sometimes because I can't do anything to help other than being here with him all the time.

Caressing his hair, I can see Win's eyes flutters,

"Sorry bun, did I wake you up?" I said to my love,

"Hmmm, no.. when did you get here?" Win replied with his husky voice,

"Just now, how was your sleep?" I asked while putting his hand to my lips,

"One of the worst night of my life P', it's so scary to be alone in this room at night, I got lonely without you here P', also I was starving all night long, but the nurse won't give me foods to eat, I hope that nurse choke on her breakfast today, and last night..." Win continues to talk as I listened, giving my full attention to the ranting bunny that is currently talking about the dream he had last night about  doughnuts,

I chuckled at Win's rant, it's only 7:40am in the morning and he is already talking this much,

Seeing him being so talkative like this makes it feels like nothing happened,
Like everything is normal,
Like he is..back,

Not until he started to break a few coughs,
I immediately grab the tissue I prepared on the table to wipe Win's mouth,
Again, blood.
My heart shattered in pieces every time this happens,

Win is still coughing while I stroke his back to ease the pain,
After a minute or two, he finally stopped,
His eyes are watery because of the coughs just now,
Again, I hold back my tears as I gather the tissues that were covered in bloods and mucus,

After all is done,
I turn to look at Win and give him a weak smile while tightening the grip of my hands to his,

"It's okay, lets have breakfast bunny" I said to make Win feels better again,

Just now he was so talkative and happy,
But now he is silent and gloomy,

I unpack the foods I bought from home because Win said he's been wanting to eat homemade foods for a while now,

I bought him some fried rice, on the side are small sausages and chicken nuggets, along with two hard boiled eggs, one for me and one for Win,

Win smiled, he liked it. I should bring more in the future.

I take the spoon and do what I do best, which is babying Win,

I don't mind treating him like a baby, as long as he is with me, I'd do whatever it takes to make my baby smile.

Win opens his mouth widely before I even told him too,

Clearly he enjoys the attention I'm giving,
I enjoy giving it to him too,

I scooped a decent amount of the fried rice on the spoon and mouthed an AAHHH, just what a mother would do whenever they're feeding their child,

I resigned my job as a model to take care of him,

Both of us used to be models working under the same agency,
After all, that's how we met two years ago,

Who would've thought that I would spend my early 20's jobless & feeding this boy in front of me,

I don't have to worry about money, my parents provide me enough of it to survive for a whole year,
They understand the situation very well,

As for Win, he don't have anyone to hang on to except for me,
His parents is no where to be found,
At least that's what Win told me,
Regardless, I'm here to stay,

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(A/N)
This is soooo short soorrryuyy