18 February 2020
I-
I don't know...I feel sad.
You've felt really sad before, haven't you?
Like,you know life is really good at the moment,but you can't help but feel sad because that's just how you feel.
And I know,I actually have people in my life who love me and,don't misunderstand, I'm so thankful,but I still feel alone sometimes.
Is that normal?
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Sometimes at midnight
I'm sitting in my bedroom
wide awake
while you're sleeping
because I told you
I was fine
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On some nights
I wish
I had never existed
While on other nights
I wish
I could just learn how
to give myself
all the love in the world
so no
one else has to
Waste time on
Loving me.
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Who am I?
What am I doing?
Is this the world that I live in?
I'm not complaining,
Am I okay?
Who's that in the mirror?It's me.
But who is me?Is this me?
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Existing
Why is so hard to do despite being done everyday?
Waking up every morning with the same cycle every year.
Second after second
minute after minute
Hour after hour
day after day
week after week
month after month
Year after year
It never really stops.
Continuous and continuously going
Even when you and I cease to exist,it doesn't stop.
I guess existing is physically simple
But the act of going through every new day
Its mentally draining.
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Sonstiges✨sometimes the people who you expect to be able to take in all of your emotions and problems,are the people who are not ready for all of you.✨ 🌻 Sunflowers stand tall no matter the weather.🌻 Just some stuff I had on my mind. Stuff I wrote in my no...
