Growing up for me wasn't as easy as I made it seem Haven saw me as an idiot high on everything in life and was always happy, my family didn't see my other side they didn't know nor did they need to I attempted suicide a lot from the ages of 10-18 yeah that's right I tried last year. No I didn't cut I tied ropes, where did this feeling come from? Well I don't really know to be honest I woke up one day feeling like life is pointless if we all live to die and die to live what's the point, I became depressed but I hid it well I became addicted to alchol and cigarettes,my sister cut but that's more difficult to his since some scars don't fade. Nobody knew what was going on with me because everyone was worried about Haven to notice. I was worried about Haven she was my sister I needed to keep my issues aside and try and help her,but no matter how hard I tried to forget my issues still remained I couldn't lock them away my friends had no idea, my band clueless, family no fucking idea, the only one who truly new the truth was Ashley. He knew everything that happened in my depression even the darkest of things. Andy and Ashley both wrote the song 'Beautiful remains' which is based on how I felt.
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Hey its 'Dakota' sorry if this POV was a bit depressing, but this was a bit deeper into Dakotas background and how she put aside everything she was dealing with to make sure Haven was ok, So yeah Dakota's back story....
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The Creatures Sisters
FanfictionJordans Mathewson has 2 little sisters one Colette other Haven they were abandoned by their mother at a young age which affected the girls more then Jordan. Later on in their lives Colette decides shes done and leaves Haven and Jordan for the pursui...
