Her Thoughts

Own

Possessiveness.

Have you ever wonder, how and why? Have you ever think that being possessive is too evil but the human emotion could never get away from it.

Owning something or someone perhaps are wonderful and it is. Having the particular thing for yourself, damn, how phenomenal.

The thing is, what makes you think you have the right to be possessive, especially if it's
non-emotionless creature? They have their own lives. They have their own people to love, to care, to be possessive of and the fact that it's not you... how upsetting.

The feeling of wanting someone to just look at you, talk to you, listen to you and do all the stuff only with you is a, dream. Who are you, anyway? Why would they do that to you? What rights do you hold?

None. Nothing,

and god, it hurts.

Hahaha, I'm so selfish for wanting you for myself right? I'm sorry, and you don't even know that. It's alright, you don't have to know that how i wish i am the only person that can make you happy. You don't have to know that. You don't have to know how i felt when i saw you talking with someone and oh my you looked happier that you ever with me. It's alright. I'm just a passing by anyway.

It's good to know you, it was.

Don't worry about me, I'll make sure to teach myself how to not get attached to anyone anymore because I know how the pain curled inside more than anyone. I know how it felt to have your mouth zipped because you don't want to make anyone upset, i know.

So, dear self, never get attach please.

I don't wanna go through the same pain twice, thrice.

Human is not for you to own, you can't do that. You can't be possessive over someone who doesn't even think of you when they happy and sad.