dear peyton,
i miss you so fucking much.
its been three years since you left and i cant even handle myself anymore.
i never should have left you to go on tour, i should have brought you with me.
i need you so much now. the band isnt doing too well and i have nobody. me and the guys are fighting, because of one stupid mistake.
i never should have let you leave the arena.
i remember when we first met, i was in science class when you walked in. you were dressed in all black and were chewing gum. mr. poleo told you to sit down in the only empty seat, the one next to me. i am so grateful now for his desicion to seat you next to me.
i dont know where this is going so ill end this letter now, before i start crying.
ill love you forever and always, even though your forever is shorter than mine.
-calpal
