“Jungkook?are you alright?” Taehyung huffs him,rubbing his back up and down to make Jungkook calm down.
but his tears didnt listen,they keep on falling from the boy's puffy cheeks.
“h-hyung.” he utters in a small cute voice,the members' heart softened,as they cuddle Jungkook,warming him up with a group hug.
well, atleast Jungkook calm a bit.
“what's on the letter?” Seokjin ask again for the nth time. this time,Yoongi was the one to slap him in the back for asking the same question since earlier.
Jungkook let out a smile,a weak smile.
“I left her behind.” Jungkook start off,the six other members line up on the couch to listen to the youngest member of the group.
“I'm too scared,I'm too weak way back before.I left her because of the death threats.” Jungkook's tears suddenly burst out,Jimin handed him a box of tissue,but the boy refuse to get one,and continue his story.
“infront of her,I smile the most. but when my back faces her,I cried...the most.” Jungkook bit his lower lip,trying to prevent his tears but it doesn't want to.
“I...I love her,so much.” Jungkook's voice cracked. and the members knew how painful it was for him.
they knew Jungkook as a strong person,he don't cry easily,and now,seeing Jungkook shed tears,knew from the very first start that the letter was too much for him.
“Yeon Ji...was such a lovely girl.” Jungkook wiped his tears using his thumb,looked up to his hyungs and plastered a sweet bunny smile.
“hyungs,do you believe in reincarnation?” the boys look at each other,before shrugging.
“I don't.” Yoongi answered.
“I think it's true but science can't prove it for now...” Namjoon responded.
“why sudden change of the topic?” Seokjin ask,Jungkook hieved a sigh,releasing a small,but painful smile.
his memories brought him back to past. him and Yeon Ji,his wife,always being cheerful and happy any problems in their life had come,they survived it. but the death threat that was keep on sent to Jungkook was too threatening for him,that leads to Jungkook, leave everything,including his wife,just to keep Yeon Ji alive for more years,but his life was taken.
Jungkook's eyes are full of guilt and sorrow,anxious and depressed deeper in his soul. his hyungs knew it,and it was too painful for them too.
“because I do,and I left someone that I shouldn't.My wife.”
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