Don't Let Me Fall

Chapter 1

I told him, I told him, I TOLD HIM. I couldn't do it!

Memories:

"I'm telling you, I can't stand to be in this town anymore Ryan! I can't! With you and your player ways! I doubt you'll ever change!"

"Sylvia! Please calm down! I'm telling you! Its only you. I love you. Don't give us on us, give us a chance"

"Ryan, do you really think we'll be alright? Do you think you can change for me? Out of all people?"

"Of course! I will never let you fall, think of everything we'll be! Think of the children we'll have and the little cottage home, just for us."

"If you promise on your life, I'll do it Ryan, only this once, no more chances alright?" I said trying to smile through the pain.

"I promise that you will never fall unless its into my arms"

Thats how we met.

I could have promised that was how we were gonna be forever, devoted to each other, until he cheated on me the first time. ( that i knew of or rather I officially caught him in the act)

Memory:

"I won't do this anymore Ryan! I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS." My voice shaking showing how close I was to tears at the moment, vulnerable. And Ryan knew exactly how to manipulate me. 

"THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME! IT WAS MISTAKE, I WAS OUT OF MIND. I'm sorry" 

He had me, and I could feel my hate for him breaking but I had a second of willpower left in me so I said what I truly felt.

"I can not stand to live here in this packhouse anymore, there are rumors everywhere. Everyone talks about me, they pity me, they laugh at me, they know I can't even keep you interested in me. So I'll say this now,if you ever cheat on me I might die, but thats a lie. I hope to move on but I'll never be able to"

"Darling, you're just angry at the moment, calm down you'll see reason" He was right, he always was. I forgave him. or rather I felt like I was forced into believing whatever he told me to believe.

It was not long after that every female lost respect for me, a weak Luna that was constantly reminded of how she could not keep her mate to her side. This time I came prepared to confront him, I knew the words I was gonna say.

Another memory:

"Ryan, I am leaving this pack, I will not lose anymore pieces of me that havent been broken" He saw it, he knew he couldn't mentally or emotionally keep me here anymore. But he had another option, he knew the power he had in his hands, he was an alpha afterall.

"So what? How are you going to leave? I WONT EVER LET YOU LEAVE. NOT UNTIL YOU FORGIVEN ME AND EVEN THEN I WONT BECAUSE I WILL MAKE YOU SURE YOU CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT AFTER THIS I WILL IMPRINT MYSELF INTO YOUR MIND SO THAT YOUR ONLY THOUGHT IS ME"

I had no reply to that, I threatened him with the only thing I had.. "Well then, I can only do what is left of the options you gave me. I'll stay here but keep in mind, it could be anyday now before I kill myself to escape you. I'll let you think its alright, I'll keep you under the illusion that I still love you and perhaps on our anniversay I'll kill myself and make sure you understand its ALL your fault. But who knows maybe one day you'll push me off the edge and i'll wait til the day we have our first child in my stomach and take him or her along with me to the underworld. I will not let you have the last word EVER.

"YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT, I'M PRISONING YOU FROM NOW ON!" "PACK WARRIORS GUARD YOUR LUNA, SHE IS NOT TO LEAVE THIS BUILDING AT ALL COSTS."

I turned away from him, not saying anymore words, knowing I sealed my fate with my last words, and having no regrets at it. I will find a way out. Whether it be by death or by some miracle I escape the terrority but I WILL.

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PS Keep in mind, everyone is speaking from emotions right now, and when Sylvia was threatening to kill her unborn child, she is speaking from emotions OR IS SHE? Honestly I myself am waiting to see how Sylvia grows as a character PS SOO MESSY NO EDITING SORRY! But I just wanted to finish ch 1, ITS PACKED WITH DRAMA I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR. GOOD NIGHT!

EVERYTHING HAS A SPOT I PLANNED THIS OUT, (MESSILY BUT I DID IT )

LOL PLACE BETS ON ME ENDING THIS STORY SUDDENLY WITH A ENDING SUMMARY :D

 PS Princessjune25 if you read this far, just know that I would probably not create another story or continue one, unless you were there to tell me to do so. I'm lazy i know >.< OK THANK YOU <3