Hurt to Love You

Part 1

How great your life is? I bet you got better life than me. How my teenage life going on are not the same as the others. Enjoy their time studying together, went on trip together and graduate together with a good result. Here I am, staring at a few high schooler laughing while doing their assignment at the corner of the café that I worked at. I sighed, envy how they enjoying themselves talking about something not related to the school. I mean more like gossiping.

Yes, my name is Kim Yeonjung. I was 22 years old this year, which is girl in my age are enjoying their campus life and pursuing their dream. If you ask me do I have a dream? Yes, I do have a dream just like the other girl. But what happened with it? It was broken into pieces since I know this one guy.

I don't know, it just I cannot pronounce his name neither forget about him. Even it happened 2 years ago, but I feel like it was so fresh in my mind. I just cannot forget what he did to me. I was so desperate for last two years, begging for love. Love that doesn't exist in his life.

Leaving me, abandoned me without feeling any guilty neither acceptable reason. I was hurted. So much hurt mentally and physically. I once feel like give up on my life, however I stand up for myself. Fighting alone is not good especially for a low mental health like me. I clench my apron for what I have felt for this two years. "Miss?" a voice snapped me back into reality.

I look in front of me. A guy with beautiful eyes, and I guess he got that baby face look. Unfortunately, he's wearing a mask that cover half of his face. Wearing a snapback, which make him more amazing. Wait what? Look at me weirdly, I snapped again into the reality. I flashed him a smile, my eyes looking at him in a waitress manner. "sorry, what would you have?" I said.

He still looking at me in disbelieve. Maybe wondering how I can change my mood in just two seconds. However, he just shrugged his shoulder and rolled his eyes. "two Iced americano" he said while giving his card without looking at me.

Wow, what a cold customer we got here. I take the card and proceed with the payment. After a few minutes, the drinks was ready and I passed it to him with a smile. "enjoy your drinks sir" I said, again flashing him my absolute stunning smile that could melt any guy. I guess so?

He glance at me while taking his drinks and stop for a second, "I hope you can focus on other customer and stop daydreaming in the middle of work" and he left to the door. His words make me furious and for the whole day, I work in such a grumpy face.

At six in the evening, I have finished my work and ready to go back to my house. I talk to my manager for a while and left the café. I walked to the nearer bus stop, while walking, I enjoy the breeze that softly slap my cheek which make my eyes automatically closed. I just love the falls season so much, it make me forget all the burden that I have been carried for past 2 years. I smiled, feeling so grateful because what I have right now. A peaceful life, that was all I want.

Without notice, I bumped into a hard wall which make a thud sound and make me groaned. When I was about to look forward and walk, I realized that I bumped into a person. A freaking man is what I mean. He looking at me and groan rubbing his chest because my forehead bumped into it just now. Before I could speak, I feel water trickling on my feet. I look down, his coffee spill on his jacket.

When he realised it, his eyes are rolled and he gently shake his head start to annoyed by me maybe. I put my hand into sorry sign and without notice I start to wipe the coffee that spilled on his jacket using my cotton sling bag that I bought at the night market. "just stop what you're doing woman" my heart stop, my eyes widened looking into his face.

I think he's familiar to me. Wait, he is the grumpy guy that purchase drinks at our café. I heard a little curse came out from his mouth. "you are still daydreaming outside of work? Just how clumsy are you huh?" he said again. There's annoyed tone in his voice but at the same time his voice is quite cool. Wait what? What I'm talking about.

"I'm really sorry, I didn't-" before I could speak, I was cut by him again.

"yeah of course you are. Now you just spoiling my mood" he said again rolling his eyes. You know what? I start to fell annoyed by him. Is it hard to say 'its okay' or just let this thing slide without any argument?

"Hey look, I'm really sorry for that. Can you-" again before I can finish my words, this time his friend interrupt me.

"hey Jungwoo, what are you doing? We are late" I froze, looking at that Jungwoo guy shoes. I just cannot look at that person who owned the voice. I heard his voice, it's his, his voice. The voice that I don't want to hear for the rest of my life. Just by hearing it make my heart in pain. It just like I'm being stabbed repeatly with a knife. I closed my eyes, my breath hinched and I start to breath heavily. I try to calm my self and open my eyes back. . Please, I just hope the ground will swallow me and I will disappear from the world.

"what are you doing here, Kim Yeonjung?" he stand there, his fist turned white as he clench his fist hard. His eyes piercing into my eyes looking straight at me leaving his friend looking at us in a confusing state. Without knowing my eyes start watered as I don't believe who I just met now. Please, I just hope the ground will swallow me and I will disappear from the world.

"so, you are still weak?"

The tears that I have been held, drop against my smooth cheek.

It's him, the guys that hurted me 

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so, this is the first chapter. i will upload one chapter  a  day. i hope u like it! ffeel free to comment and don't forget to vote for it!!