When A Gay Becomes Manly (Luhan's Fanfic)

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Later that night, the two person with confuse hearts met up. It's not intentional, it was planned by Minah and Tao. They didn;t dare to show themselves in front of Kyunghee and Luhan cuz they know they'll just burst out.

The two were sitting at the grass by the side walk of the Han River. The night is very deep, well what do you expect at 11:15 pm?

The two didn't dare to speak but their minds are full of questions for each other. Questions and words that needed to be chosen for this kind of situation.

Luhan stared at the clear sky, dark clouds above them and no stars can be seen. He guessed that it's going to rain soon. He looked at Kyunghee was hugging her knees tightly as her head was staring at the same sky too. Luhan took his time to witness Kyunghee, her eyelashes that he never thought were that long, her eyes that are bigger than he thought, her pale skin, her bangs and hair that flow freely up to her stomach, her pointy little nose, and her lips that are so plump.

He sighed and watched her figure, the way she curls herself into a ball and hugs her knees tightly. The way her head look above the sky, the way she look at the sky, it's like she's overloaded with thoughts and asking for the sky to answer her.

Luhan looked at away from Kyunghee and took a deep breathe, What is he doing? Why is he staring at her? Why is he being mesmerized by her? No. Luhan you're a gay and a gay like you would love to see only boys! *NO LUHAN! STOP!* he tried slapping himself.

"What are you doing to yourself?" Kyunghee's voice reached his ear. Luhan straightened up and stuttered "I-Uh-I-" he tried to speak but no words came out.

Kyunghee smiled at him, "You're so cute oppa" she said.

"Oppa.." Luhan repeated to himself.

Kyunghee looked above again as she started speaking once again, "I was a trainee of SM Entertainment before. I was 10 that time when I got chased by a staff from that company. I was running and running and running.." she chuckled. Luhan snorted, "Then while I was running I bumped into this kid who was running too. Then we found out that the two person chasing us were staffs of SM Entertainment. That day I met Oh Sehun. Because of Sehun I accepted the company's offer to me to be their trainee, not because it's my dream to be an idol but because I always wanted to see Sehun. Me and Sehun would spend more time than the other trainees. " she stopped for awhile, "happy memories. When me and Sehun got more close and felt mutual feelings for each other, there I've been devoted to my talent of singing and dancing. I was inspired by Sehun to dance and sing more and we said to each other that we'll debut and perform on one stage together. That was a dream. A beautiful dream. He developed me, he taught me to dream. " she giggled. "But then I stopped when a tragic event happened to my life..." she paused for a second before continuing her story.

Luhan carefully ewatched her, he can see that she'sgoing to cry anytime soon.

"My brother, got into a car accident when he was about to fetch me from SMent. It was my birthday that day and he wanted me to celebrate it on my favorite tteokbokkie shop. I waited for him to arrive until.. it rained.. and the next thing I knew..." she started to sob, "he died" She buried her face on her knees and cried hard.

*It's her birthday today. I can remember Tao telling it to me yesterday...*

"Be there at the pageant." Tao said as he turned off the engine of the car. Luhan looked at him in confuse look, "after what I did to her? No way girl. I'm not going to attend that stupid school pageant agai-"

"Because it's Kyunghee's birthday, You gay moron" Tao chuckled and get out of the car. Luhan stared in front for a moment *Birthday?*

"After that incident when I was 14 years old, My birthday will be something I'll be afraid of. Every birthday something bad happens. When I was 15, Sehun broke his arm and got it cemented for over 3 months. Last year, Minah got biten by a dog and we needed to rush her to the hospital. And this year... I dont know.. I'm waiting for my birthday to end today.. " she smiled and looked at her clock, 11:50 PM "Ten minutes more" she smiled.

"Kyunghee" Luhan called. She looked at him as she wipes her tears away. "Yes?"

"What do you want for your birthday?" He asked.

"I dont know..." she answered quickly. "Is there something should I ask God more? He did give a tragic experience but he made me a better person" she said. "I have friends, a boyfriend who really loves me"

Luhan moved closer to Kyunghee until they're very close enough and only inches apart. Their hearts both are beating fast like it's something magical going to happen. Luhan can't control himself and he doesn't even know what he is doing. All he know was he wanted to make Kyunghee's birthday a good one and worth to wait for. He wanted to make her feel that her birthday is not a curse and not a tragic day. Her birthday is special, because Nam Kyunghee was born and he wanted to make her feel happy once again on her birthday.

"And a guy named Luhan who will give you a special gift tonight" he added to her sentence as he leaned closer to her. Their hearts were jumping with both excitement and nervouness.

Her secret notebook popped out of Luhan's head as he recall's her first page's words.

'i will never let  any guys kiss me not until he is ready to marry me or love me until his death! No No No! ' 

"L-luhan" Kyunghee tried to stop him by putting her palm onto her lips but Luhan just pushed her hand down and finally claimed her lips. The kiss was awkward at first but then Luhan started to move his lips, throwing all his feelings that can't be heard and can't be seen by them and him. He kissed her deeply to the point he wrapped his right arm to her waist and his left hand rested on her cheek. Kyunghee started to kiss him back and she swear she doesn't know if what she was doing was right or wrong, all she wanted was to kiss him, that's all.

12:00 am

The time her birthday ended in the way she didn't expected after all.  The time she exactly received her First Kiss.