When A Gay Becomes Manly (Luhan's Fanfic)

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{Author's Note: Hello guys! So it's me, boo_boo~ :D I'm here to tell you the theme song of this story, well, to give you some hints on who Kyunghee will end up with kekekeke~ I'm really enjoying writing this story keke. Oh well maybe I'll double update today? Because Im not sure if I can update tomorrow :(((( The theme song of this story is EXO Baekhyun "Beautiful". Enjoy reading!}

Kyunghee's POV:

Later that evening, I was assited by Luhan in going back to my apartment. I told him that it was okay and he desn't need to walk me to my apartment's door but he insisted. I know I can't do anything so I just let him.

When we were inside the elevator, I looked at Luhan who's eyes are closed and he was leaning on the wall of the elevator with his arms crossed over his chest. I stared at him, his face, his angelic features. He has this long lashes that every korean girls would want. His noise are so pointy and his skin is so pale and clear. His lips are so pink and... /sighs/ his lips..

Kyunghee tried to stop him by putting her palm onto her lips but Luhan just pushed her hand down and finally claimed her lips. The kiss was awkward at first but then Luhan started to move his lips, throwing all his feelings that can't be heard and can't be seen by them and him. He kissed her deeply to the point he wrapped his right arm to her waist and his left hand rested on her cheek. Kyunghee started to kiss him back and she swear she doesn't know if what she was doing was right or wrong, all she wanted was to kiss him, that's all.

Everytime I recall that event.. that kiss.. I can't help but to think what does that kiss mean? Does it mean he likes me? Or he just wanted to make me feel better? Is it the new trend in new friends? Am I outdated about the world?

I bit my lip and closed eyes. I gripped on my shoulder bag and took a deep breath and shook the scene out of my head. I feel guilty for kissing him. I feel bad for Sehun..

"Kyunghee" Luhan's voice filled the air. I opened my eyes and looked at him, "Y-yes?" I said, stuttering.

"How are you and your boyfriend?" he asked.

Why does he always ask about Sehun? I tilted my head to the side and asked, "Why do you always ask about Sehun?"

Luhan stared at me for a few moments and smiled. What does that smile mean? "I just wanna be sure you're happy" he said. My heart skipped a beat, "As your oppa, I only want you to be happy"

"But, I'm happy" I said. *everytime you're here*

Luhan giggled, "That's good to know. Im happy your boyfriend always makes you happy" he said. Luhan oppa, if you only know. I feel so happy everytime you're with me and I feel like a fool for feeling like this. What's this? I dont want to betray Sehun because I promised him that I'll only love him for the rest of my life but.. What am I doing now? Where am I? Who am I with? Why am I feeling like this towards you?

Why do I have to feel like this? Is this wrong or right?

The elevator door opened and Luhan dragged me out before it closes. As we got out from the elevator I asked him, "Did you every had a girlfriend?"

"I never had one" he smiled, that smile that it's like it's saying 'you're so silly'.

I nodded, "Okay" I stopped asking for I thought I'm intruding his private life.

"Kyunghee" he called. I stopped on my tracks when I realized I wasn't walking with him anymore. He called my name so I turned around. At this sight, an angel is looking at me, an angel that is calling out my name. The light of the sunset adds effects to this precious sight. His smile, his big round eyes, why are you doing to me heart?

"What if a gay liked a girl, is he still a gay?" he suddenly asked me.

What? A gay? Liked a girl? HUH?

He walked towards me and stopped in front of me. I looked at him in the eyes as he looks at me at the same way. "What do you mean? I mean, W-why did you asked that random question?"

He just smiled at me, "What if?"

"What I knew about gays are they only want hot guys, cute guys and guys. I never encountered a gay liked a girl before because in the first place I never had a gay friend in my whole entire life. If a gay liked a girl, well he's still a guy so I think it's okay and if you're asking me if he's still a gay? Well, for me, if a gay liked a girl that would be a miracle. I mean, he fell in love a girl and not in a guy. For me, that gay just become a real man when that lucky girl made him fell for her. Lucky for him if that girl likes him too. Like what everyone says, love can change who you are. Whether you are a girl, boy, lesbian or gay, when it comes to love, you may change and transform yourself to someone you never thought you would be. "

Luhan took a deep sigh. "Why are you asking this?" I asked him. Luhan shooked his head, "I just wanted to know because a good friend of mine is really confuse. " He held my hand, "He told me that everytime he sees the girl, he hates himself for why is feeling something that he felt before towards his boyfriend, well even more than what he felt for his boyfriend. He is very confuse, he doesnt know if this feeling is for real or just a crush? "

"What is he feeling then?"

Luhan tightened his hold on my hand, "He feels confuse, anger, happiness, sadness and love everytime he's with her. He didn't expect that he would feel like that towards her and he just wanted to just jump out on a building. One thing he's sure of..."

"What was that?"

"He cares for her... a lot" he said and pulled me into his arms. My eyes widened in shock when he pulled me into his arms. I buried my face onto his chest and listened to his heartbeat, it's beating fast.. just like mine. "Luhan, are you okay?"

Luhan nodded and closed his eyes, "I'm Okay when I'm with you, okay?"

My heart keeps on skipping beats whenever he breathes. I feel like Im the world where me and Luhan are the one living. Why do I feel so happy at the same time curious why he's acting like this?

Why did he have to ask about his friend? About gays liking a girl? But wait, what if Luhan is the GAY in his story? I mentally slapped my ugly face. Luhan is so manly to be a gay duh.

"Always believe in me, Kyunghee. " He spoke. What? Believe him? What is he saying?? Luhan waited for my answer and I just nodded along. What does he mean by that?? I'm so confuse?

End of POV