Well are you still a good person?
Lie contemplating on your bed
This question has been eating away at you for a while now
Why?
Whenever something goes well for you it seems fuck something up for someone else...
For example,
Kenma.
Your first most precious love.
Your sweet best friend that you always want more from.
Damn
Why couldn't it be someone else
Anyone else
This would all be fine and good except the fact that you're fucking cousin, one that you hold so dearly, is also in love with the small pale boy.
Talking to kenma brings so much guilt
Why does nobody else seem to have this problem?!
Are you just immoral for not giving up?
Let go.
But you can't.
You need to
You can't
Stop.
Stop!
STOP!!!
The invasive thoughts are getting to you.
Damn
Maybe transfering to nekoma wasn't the best idea....
Kuroo
Your main source of support
The only person who cared about you when you were giving up
The sweetest boy who will always be there for you
Why
Why are you even considering letting a boy come between that
Kenma
Your first love
The boy that you so heavily can associate with pain
The one you can't let go of
I mean you always do run away from your problems don't you?
That would explain why you plan to just let go and give up
At least you still have your morals right?
Your dignity?
Humanity?
Yeah...
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𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬!! 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥... 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮? 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡. 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐫, 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞. 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝
-𝑘𝑎𝑖<3
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Kenma x reader
FanfictionYou are kuroos cousin because I said so and you are transferring to nekoma because of ✨reasons ✨ Y'all this shit is b i g s a d ANGST!!! TW ig Inconsistent updates Bad writing Cringe I don't own any of the characters
