Sad Quotes

taken from me by: Joy- Ann Michael

I didn't consent yet he had his way with me

This is not what I imagined my first time would be

I pleaded, begging him not to take my innocence and to set me free

But he ignored my screams and pretended my tears he did not see.

I sit here waiting, debating, non-stop thinking

Wondering if the truth of my past is something I should be showing

No evidence at all!! No bruises to show or scars to be seen

But taking my innocence that was rather mean!!

You're the reason I hide myself in shame

You're the reason so surly you are to blame

You forced yourself in!!

Knowing I was no match against a guy like u I just gave up letting you win

I feel lost n' confused, mistreated n' misused, unloved n' refused, raped n' abused

I was only 15 just beginning my life

But now you have me wanting to end it with a knife

I try to push my feelings and memories away

but for some unknown reason they want to stay

I don't have the courage out loud to speak

So I keep it inside knowing it is making me weak

My smiles and laughter covers up the pain

Kisses and wishes hoping I don't get hurt again

I make wishes of new beginnings, wishes of what I hope my future will be, wishes I know will never come through all because I was carelessly raped by you!!!