Chapter 9

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Scarlett's POV
When i reach my apartment. I quickly go to my room and i locked it. I leaned at the door and start to cry.Why i kiss him????I didnt want to over our friendship.What am i going to do??I put my hand on my hair.I dont know what to do.What if he's drunk so he did that???.What if the kiss was no meaning for him??I cried harder and harder.I go to my bed. Which is beside of the window.I always want to see the light of the sun or the moon.I always want to see the sky, the clouds.I put my head on my knee. And start to cry again.I wipe the tears on my cheeks even the eyeliner was rolling down on my cheeks with the tears.I regret to kiss him.Suddenly i fell asleep.
I woke up because of my alarm clock.I get my cp to check if there was someone who called me or text me.I saw a lot of text and calls from amanda.
She will be angry to me because i didnt answer all of her text and because i left her last night. I rolled out of my bed then my head start to ache.It was cause of the beer and the vodka last night.I put my hair into a messy bun. And went out of my room.
I walk to the kitchen and saw amnda there.Eating her breakfast.
"Morning"i said while cooking myself a breakfast.
"Morning"she said
"Im sorry about last night.There was a some problem last night."i said while stirring my coffee.
"Would you mind to tell??"she asked.I get my food and went to her.
"No."i said
"So start the story"she said sipping her coffee.
"Chris was talking to me then he just kiss me."i said
She put down her coffee and looked at me.
"He kissed you then???"she asked excitedly
"I kissed him back but i run away because....I think its wrong"I said
"Why???Dont you say that you didnt develop your feelings for him???"she asked sipping her coffee.
"I had a feelings for him but i think he didnt like me.I think hes just drunk that night."i said walking to the sink to clean my dishes.
"So you think he doesnt had feelings for you and you think he just drunk that night so he did that??"she asked
"Yeah."i said
"Then why did he kiss you???If he was drunk that night He will kiss you as quickly as you both were out of the place"she said
She has a point there.
"Ughhh..can we just forget about that???It kills me to chat to you about that kiss."i said and walk to my room.
"If you want i will stop"she said
"Well thank you for that..i will going to fix myself"i yelled and closed my door.
I walked to my closet and pull out a white suit with a long sleeves(looks like a guy clothe but not) and ripped jeans.I walked to my bathroom and start bathing.When i finish i put my clothes and my undergarments.I walked to my table where my make ups are.I put some Lip gloss,light blush on and eye shadow.I straight my blondie hair and i get my bag,earphone and my phone.I walk out of my room and walked to the living room to get my keys.I saw amanda there.Fixing her make up.
"So are you staying a little bit"i asked her while i was getting the keys at the table set at her front.
"I was going at school now do you want to ride with me??" she asked while closing her small mirror.
"Nope i will going at my own at school"i said to the door.
"See you later at work and dont forget to talk to him"she said
I rolled my eyes and looked at her before i walk out.
"I will"i said and closed the door went to the elevator.
When i was at the ground floor.I walked to the parking lot and get my motor and i drove to school.

Chris's POV
I was at school early so i can saw scar and talked to her about last night.
I didnt want to screw all up.I didnt want to lose her.
I will say the truth.I was madly inlove at her.She didnt know that of course.
What if she didnt want that kiss??What if she thinks i was drunk that night urghhh.
I walked to the tree at the parking lot.I put my cp and my earphone.Since it was early though and i get my thing at my locker too.I think i will just relax a bit by listining to music.I put my earphone to my ear and i listen to power of two(a/n itbeautifulsong)
I start to sing along at the song.

"So were ok,Were fine

Baby im here to stop your crying

Chase all the ghost from your head

Im stronger than the monster beneath your bed

Smarter than the tricks played onyour

Look at them together then we'll taking them apart.

Adding of the total of the love thats true

Multiply life by a power of two"

Then i hear a clap.I opened my eyes and i pull out the earphone.I looked at the person.
Its scarlett

"You have a good voice"she said.I quicklly got up and i get my backpack.I looked at her
"Thank you"i said
"So why are you here.You must go at your first class."she said and we start to walk inside.She was gorgeous at her white shirt and her ripped jeans.
"So you want to answer my question or not."she said looking at me.
"And plss stop checking me out"she added
"You look gorgeous at that clothes"i said
"Well thank you"she said while were heading to her locker
"I want to talk to you"i said.
She froze,she close the locker and looked at me with a smile. I think she was nervous but it didnt seems she was nervous.
"About what??"she asked.
"About last night"i said nervouslly.
"What about last night"she asked while walking to our first subject.
"Ummmmm....Im so sorry i didnt mean that kiss.Its just......"i didnt know what to say
"Dont worry its ok to me."she said.
She smiled at me and she quicklly got inside.
I followed her and sit beside her.The teacher didnt care if we are late he just keep teaching some fuck about math.
All of my thoughts were just focused on scarlett.I was looking at her while she...She just looking at the window.She seems sad today but why????.

Scarlett's POV
I looked at the window. I tried not to cry but the tears just rolled on my face.I wasnt this girl.I wasnt this type of girl.I will always strong and i always avoid to cry at the public even at school but now seems i was a poor girl who wants to cry and cry because of the words that her love said to her.His word was ringing at my head "i didnt mean that".Its hard to a lady like me to accept that word specially if they were from they loved.I cried hard.I wipe the tears from my eyes and my cheeks.
"Excuse me sir may i excuse myself for a minute"i said the teacher just nodded.
I get my bag and quicklly went to the girl's comfort room.I go to the cubicle and i locked it.I started to cry.Im just a fucking asshole.For kissing him back.I cried harder and harder.I get my cp and i call amanda.
Her cp was just rang.
Then the messenger answer it.
"Hey its amanda im sorry i was doing something right now plss live a message."it said
"Hey its scarlett.I just need your help right now ......T-this w-wa-s abo-ut chris plsss call me back"i said between my sobbing.I ended and i walk out ofthe cubicle.I face the mirror and i just look at myself.
"You must be strong scar.You must be strong and dont let them see you crying"i said to my self and i wipe the tears.I fix my make ups and went to the class.
"Why are you took so long to come back ms johansson"the teacher asked
"Nothing sir"i said and go to my sit
"Why you took so long"chris asked
"I do my make up is it bad??"i said.Smoothh scar dont be so harsh at him
"No i just....I just thought you were at some place"he said
So he cared about me..
"*hiss*Why do you care chris"i said then the bell ring i get my bag and went out.With chris behind me
"Nothing"he said
"Then you have nothing to care"i said and walked off
I was a bit harsh there but i dont care.
I walk to my locker and saw jeremy leaning on it.
"Excuse me"i said.He looked at me and he walked beside me
"Bad mood at something??"he asked.
"Yeah"i said and walked to the cafeteria
"Mind if you share??"he asked.I take my food and went to a table.Jeremy was on opposite direction were i was sitting
"No."i said
"Here's a guy who i was inlove with but he didnt love me back.And this guy was my friend"i stop.I looked at my food and looked at him
"Then??"he said
"This guy kissed me last night so now he said that he didnt mean it."i said
"Whats the problem"he said sipping his coke.
I think he didnt want to talk to me but he just keep this thing.
"So here's the problem.I dont know what to do.He was always there.He always cared for me and sometime i just felt like he loved me too but its impossible though"i said
"I actually dont know what to say but...I think you must confess your loved for him so he just confess his feelings towards him"he said with a genuine smile
"I thought you didnt give some good advices about love"i said
"Maybe i was joker but sometimes i had a heart"he said
"Can we eat now??"he asked
"Ok"i said.We start eating.
"are you going out tonight?"he asked
"No" i said while chewing my food
"Work do yo have work tonight"he asked again
"Yes i have a work why??"i asked
"Nothing"he said
"Come on"i said
"I just..."he said
"Just??"iasked
"I justtt..."he said. Then the bell ring
"Look lets talk about it at the parking lot when school ends"i said gotting up from my chair
"Ok see you"he said
"Bye"i said and walked off

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