Do you trust me? | Yandere! Bokuto x Reader

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Alrighty, my first story.
Please leave comments if you'd like and enjoy♡

There you are (Y/n).

In the hallway.

Standing in front of your locker.

You were standing there talking with a guy that tried to impress you with his bad jokes.
He was such a douchebag.
But you only smiled awkwardly, looking away from him.
You didn't know how to respond to these kind of guys.
Little did you know Bokuto Kōtarō had a huge crush on you always watching you from afar.
He daydreamed about how it would have been if you laughed at his jokes, having fun together.

These guys were just playing with you for their own ego and to show off to their friends. It made Bokuto so mad and he just wished he could just spend some time with you.

Cuddle with you.
Baking together.
Doing silly things.
Comforting each other.
But all these scenarios were all in his head.

"Hey, Bokuto. You look kinda weird standing here like a statue...and you're also kinda blocking the way."

But Bokuto couldn't help it.
He was too much in love to notice his surroundings, only having eyes for you.
You were so pretty today with that new clip in your hair that looked so good on you.
That sweet smile that made his heart so crazy.
Aww... How badly that boy wished he could have told you how gorgeous you looked without being weird or awkward.

"Bokuto!!"

Akaashi was waving with his hand in front of his friends face trying desperately to get any of his attention.

"Oh.. Y-yeah I'm sorry Akaashi! I was in my thoughts!"

He looked at Bokuto with a slightly concerned face.

"Are you coming to volleyball practice today after school?"

"Yeah, of course!" He only smiled at him looking excited.

He still continued to give his taller friend this look for a few seconds until he dissapeared in the hallway.

After he had that short talk with Akaashi, he wanted to continue watching you. But you dissapeared as well.
He almost forgot he had to go to his first period.

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"Damn it!!!"

Bokuto fell with his knees on the ground hitting the floor with his fists.
Akaashi sighed while looking down on him.
He wasn't able to do any spikes that day like he did every time. He wasn't able to concentrate on playing anymore. All because of you.
You were only in his head.

"Bokuto-san, you are acting weird for quiet a while now."

He only looked at him faking a confused face.

"Tchh...What do you mean?! I'm acting perfectly normal! I am always normal! Maybe you are the one who is acting weird!"

"Don't be so dramatic.." He looked at Bokuto with a annoyed expression like he's dealing with a child.

"..I am not dramatic! You are.." He mumbled quietly.

Bokuto stood up acting like he wasn't loosing his shit and sat down on a bench to get a pause.
He drank some water while zoning out on the floor, being in his thoughts.
Akaashi still kept looking at his frustrated friend saying nothing.

The other team members where looking at each other with confused faces.
They all knew their captain has hidden something.
But he didn't want to tell anyone his feelings that he had about you.
Sharing something like that was too personal for him.

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Bokuto waited outside of the hall for you.
Waiting until you finally came by so he could see you again.

"Bye, see you tomorrow!"

He heard your lovely voice that made him smile like crazy.

The black/white haired boy looked around and then he saw you from afar.
You were heading home now.
Only having the urge to fall into your bed and just sleep.
Your day was exhausting and you were yawning.

Bokuto instantly took his phone outside of his pocket and he took some pictures of you.
He tried his best to get high quality pictures of you.
His face couldn't stop smiling because he couldn't wait until he reached home and Just looking at them.

After he finally came back home, he checked your social media to see if you posted any new pictures so he could screenshot them.

And yes, you posted something new.

You wore a short, white, pretty dress with black high tights that made your legs look pretty sexy, doing a cute pose.
It made him feel very excited.
Seeing you in clothes other than your school uniform is something that Bokuto wasn't able to see that often.

Screenshot

"Damn (Y/n)...you're so pretty.. I wish I could see you like that every day."

Bokutos hand made it's way into his pants and he started to touch himself.
While starring at that new picture of you, he didn't needed that long to jerk off until he finally came. The first few times when he did it to your pictures, he felt a little embaressed and kinda guilty.
But after a while it became something pretty normal and Kōtarō did it nearly every day.
Bokuto wanted you to be his.

He even had a whole folder on his phone with all of your pictures he has taken through all of the past months you've been here.

The first time he saw you was like 3 months ago.
You were new in his class and you were so shy. Bokuto thought it was so cute.
You only talked to Akaashi at the beginning because Akaashi really is a good person to talk to without feeling awkward. He was really caring.

But that made him in the beginning a liiittle bit jealous.

He never was able to talk to you properly though. You two only had a really short smalltalk sometimes like:

'Hey'

'How are you'

'Bye'

Simple stuff like that but it was nothing special. He wished he could have proper conversations with you every day and spend some time with you but Bokuto was too scared of rejection. He just wasn't that type who would just go to a girl and talk to her like it was nothing.

That's why he appreciated you from afar.
But he knew that he will not be able to go through this every day.
Bokuto craved more of you.
Something physical.

He really wanted to be near you.