yes
i'm a natural born loser
cause i've lost the heaven i found beside the curves of your mouth
and around the skin that ataches to the bones on the back of your neck
the places the moonlight melts
to steal a hint of your skin
that golden whisper
of a life dedicated to shinebut sallowing lies is now a thing of the past, darling
my senses are striped as you walk down the hallway
and yes i do fear catastrophes
aeroplanes and cars crashing
but if there's something that i'm not afraid of
is the sound of our mollecules coliding
because even though we've never been under the sunlight laughing
i know there's a hint of hope
that one day i don't have to beg for your atention.everything's falling apart right now
and i need you tonight, in this awfull darkness full of promises that i know eventually will be broken
so if something goes wrong, my dear
please don't talk with your friends about it
i want my problems to be said, not spoken
please don't tell them that i met you when the world used to be a beautiful thing
and that i was hungry
but we both now
that pain and beauty aren't enough
and i learned that the hard way
(understand?)
YOU ARE READING
all the world is ours
Poetryi slept while i was awake i died while i was alive. october 2020