Babydoll//t.w

13.secrets

⬜️🔻🔻🔻secrets

I get out of bed and shower slowly, savoring the hot water hurting my skin. I sometimes miss the beatings from my birthmother, not because I like to be abused but because it reminded me that I was on planet earth still breathing. The shower curtain is yanked open and it's Isaac. My vision gets hazy and I feel him catch my collapsing form then pull me out. That's when I pass out.
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I wake up and see I'm in an ice bath naked in Deaton's office. I look at my body and my skin is raw and red. I lift a leg and see my scars faintly there.

"Are you okay?" Isaac asks from the doorway.

"Why?" I sink down embarrassed and confused to how I got here.

"Sometimes when our past haunts us, our scars will never disappear, even for our kind." He lifts an arm rubbing down my scar.

"Just thinking back to before all this." I ponder while leaning back.

"You don't, shouldn't need to remember that." he smiles trying to bring me comfort.

I shake my head and pat his hand in comfort.

"He's worried, isn't he?" I ask knowing Derek's in the other room.

"Yeah, he went to see his therapist today." he admits quietly praying his alpha doesn't punish him later.

"Is she a woman?" I pry.

"Yes but-"

"What's her name?" I lift myself out of the soothing water even though my muscles need it.

"Graisa Knolles" he sighs.

I pull on some sweats and drive to her office with a hellish speed.

"Graisa is with a client." the receptionist starts but I sprint faster.

I run past her and open the door to see the woman sitting with Derek across from her.

"I've been meaning to postpone this for a while but" he sighs getting on his knees once he notices me in the doorway.

I cover my mouth not believing this moment could happen and he opens a box. The ring makes me choke on my breath.

"Marry Me lovely?" He shoots me his signature smirk.

"Yes!" I cry hugging him and wrap my legs around him so he can pick me up easily.

He picks me up slipping the ring on my finger and I kiss him roughly.

"I'm sorry for interrupting your session, continue please. I'll leave" I wipe my tears turning to give him his privacy.

"No, I was gonna bring you in one on one. I think now is the time." Derek plops me on his lap and the polite woman welcomes me to session...