Chapter 18

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Kayla's POV:
It's been three weeks now with Molly still in a coma. The doctors told all of us that she should wake up soon but here we are still waiting. Logan barely weeks and is emotionally unstable, Jake is trying is best to keep Logan together. We don't know how much longer we have until Logan actually loses it. Jack has been in the hospital room with Molly ever since the day she tried to kill herself. Anna and Corbyn are both out of it, like one day they are fine and then the next day they aren't. Zach is a mess, he cries himself to sleep every single night. For daniel well daniel is sorta the same as me, we put on a smile every morning even if we both just want to break down and cry like everyone else but we know that molly doesnt want that. Jonah's and I are different story, I mean him and I are fine it's just he's become mute. I don't know what to do anymore.

"Kayla. It's your turn to see Molly" Daniel whispers to me

"Oh ok" I wrote a letter to Molly that I wrote the first time she killed herself and now that she's done it again i've decided to read it again. As I step closer and closer to her room I feel more nervous as if something bad is gonna happen to her.

"Kayla" Daniel says shaking me

"Yeah sorry" I say heading to Molly's room. All i hear is silence as I head to her room. As if everyone knows what I'm gonna do. I'm finally at her room, come on Kayla just open the door just like you've done the past three weeks. You got this, I say as I turn the knob to her room.

"Oh Molly why" i say just as i open the door and see her still sleeping. "You promised me that this would never happen again but here we are three weeks later and your still not up. I miss you oh so much, i just wish that this never happened and that you were up and awake dancing around the room pretending like no one is watching. Your fans are worried sick about you." Tears are now streaming down my face as i say those words. This should have never happened. If only i somehow knew that this would have happened. "I brought the note that i read to you the first time this happened. I even said that if you end up like this again i would read it to you just like last time and now here we are same place as last time, so i'll just get started." Just as i say that i here the door open, i didn't bother looking and looked at my paper and started to read my letter.

"Molly, where do i begin. Seeing you like this makes me so so sad because i knew that i could have done something to help you out. Go upstairs with you when you got that text, not just stay downstairs joking with Logan. I knew something bad happened when you started to cry and I didnt do anything. Im so sorry that i didn't help you, you deserve way more than being unconscious in a hospital bed. You are worthy of so many things. The way you act around people is so different. You don't care what people think about you, your so damn pretty, amazing, kind, outstanding. God i can go on forever but i know you can't hear me. I wish that you can hear me. I love you Molly. Please wake up" more tears roll down my face once i finish speaking. I feel a hand touch my shoulder and i jump.

"Shh, Kayla its okay. I am here" I turn around to see Jonah right behind me with tears rolling down his face also.

"Oh Jonah, why did this have to happen. Why her. Out of all the people in the world why did it have to be Molly" i say. Just then Jonah takes my hand and pulls me into a hug. We just stand there crying for what feels like forever, but i know we have to leave the room because we have limited time and I know Jack wants to see Molly. "Jonah we have to go. Its Jacks turn" i tell Jonah letting go of him

"Okay yeah" and with that both him and i leave Mollys hospital room tears still falling from our faces.

"Jack you can go in now" i tell Jack as pass him.

"Kayla I'm scared. What if when she wakes up she hates me for everything" Jack says on the verge of tears

"Jack i promise you that Molly will never hate you. Yes what you did was not good at all but you have to know that with the time i have known Molly all she could think/talk about was how she missed you and how she hoped that one day you guys would find each other and you did, so i promise you she will never hate you. Now go on in to her room, I know you miss her" i say leaving Jack all to himself. Oh i hope that she wakes up soon. We all need Molly back.

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