The Boys Next Door

Chapter 19

Jacks POV:

This is all my fault. I could have ran to her room. I could have helped her out, but no i had to be my dumb self and stay downstairs. I decide to finally open the door after almost fifteen minutes of just standing in front of Molly's room holding the handle. I've seen her multiple times before but today is different. It's like something is gonna happen but i don't know what it is. As i walk into the room i start tearing up, she looks paler today. More sick than usual.

"Molly this is all my fault and i am sorry for it, i never meant to do this." I feel a tear rolling down my face.

"I told myself i wouldn't cry this time, but here we are still after three weeks me crying. Molly you need to come back please. We all need you so bad. Zach has cut himself completely off and doesn't talk. Corbyn isn't doing good either, Anna is helping him though. Anna feels awful and is putting all the blame on herself. She is sorry for everything. God Logan and Jake cry every night and they haven't slept ever since you've been transmitted here, they look awful. Kayla is getting weak. She can't go anywhere without crying and Jonah just doesn't talk. And as for me, well honestly I'm not fine at all. Molly i take full blame for this, every night i go to sleep with this thought that this is all my fault. Its because of me that you are in this hospital bed. Sometimes i wish that it was me instead of you" i keep on crying as i say those words. It's like everything is falling apart day by day.

"Jack, it's time to go. You've been in here for 30 minutes" Logan says while walking in "The nurse needs to run the daily check up and put the meds in Molly's IV"

"Okay" I say back to Logan. I hold Mollys hand one more time before i leave her hospital room.