~ Crazy love ~

~ 15 ~

𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴: 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗲𝗹 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘀..

~ Y/N ~

I slowly opened my eyes and stared at the wall in my room, i still felt this pain.

This pain from the words, from my wrist

my wrists pulsed

I stood up and got to my mirror, i looked terrible my hair was a mess, my eyes red, my mascara was smeared, my wrist red and scratched. I still had my clothes from yesterday on..

I felt tears rolled down my cheek.

I dont go to class today.. But i was very hungry because the last time i ate something was the day before yesterday..

I think i just ran to the dinning hall take some food and go straight back...

I took a towel and wiped the smeared mascara away and made my hair in a messy bun..

Then i opened the door from my dorm and looked if nobody was there..

I looked on the clock.. ok the class should have already started.

Then i ran out i ran through the Gryffindor common room upstairs straight to the dinning hall.

I turned shortly around to look if nobody was there as i looked back i rammed someone and fell on the ground i looked up

„oh y/n! Im sorry"

Ron looked down at me and reached out his hand to help me up..

I took his hand to help myself up..
But then..

„Bloody Hell! Y/n what happened to your wrists!!"

I took my hand fast away. And looked at him

Nothing.. Wait are you not mad at me?!

„why should i be mad at you?"
He asked in a funny way.

Did Hermione not told you?..

„no.. what should she tell me?".

Nothing!!
I was happy that Hermione didn't told everyone that i was a pathetic slut or something.

Wow Hermione didn't told him but why?

I mean i was such a bad friend!!

And i..

„y/n?..."

What?

„is everything ok?!"
Yes sure i have to go now!

I ran away to the dinning hall i felt his eyes looking after me.. tears rolled down my cheek again.

As i was at the dinning hall i let myself fall on the ground i sat there and cried.

I ran my hand through my hair
And sat there for like 30 minutes..