My Lonely Baku (Bakugo x Fem!reader) (On Hold!!)

Weak...

You can listen to whatever music for this chapter just I recommend listening to "Hold me while you wait" by Lewis Capaldi

Warning⚠️: angst I guess and mentions of blood

Your POV~

Shatter

A crushing weight had fallen onto my chest, forcing me to my knees. I reached at the ground trying to find something that could release my pain. It felt as if something was trying to crush my heart to dust. (Shiggy stole your heart 💕.....I mean he stole mine as well and before you ask, yes, I am mentally unstable)

My pupils dilated as I stared at the dirt ground. I've lost so many people before, I have watched innocent people die before me, but none of that could ever compare to the pain I was experiencing right now.

I gasped for air as my throat started to close. "(Y/n)!?" Shoji, Midoriya, todoroki, and Tokoyami ran to my side, concern and sadness written all over them.
I clawed at my throat, trying to stop it from suffocating me.

My wings flexed, knocking them back and away from me. "S-stay.....away from me!!!!" I gritted through my teeth.

I grasped my head, trying to escape from my dark thoughts. (Warning!!! You uh kinda start to bully yourself so if you are sensitive to that please skip...also if you ever do this to yourself, please talk to someone, really anyone you can talk to, I know what it feels like so trust me. Talking to someone about it will make you feel better )

You're useless.....you couldn't even save your parents and you really thought you could save him....dont make me laugh, you're even too weak to tell todoroki that truth about his brother.

My gaze flew up to meet todoroki's. Sorrow filled my eyes as tears escaped. I wrapped my wings around me, taking away my view of the outside. I sat in the darkness as I stared at the ground in self-pity. Pathetic.....I ruffled my feathers as I felt someone's touch, slowly opening them.

My POV~

The classmates stared at their friend in worry. Her eyes were now a dull (e/c) except for the one eye that was still a cloudy gray, depleting of any sign of emotion. "(Y-y/n)?" Midoriya stared at his friend with sadness, tears streaming down his face.
She stayed silent as her eyes scanned over the group of students surrounding her.

She plucked off some of her feathers before turning them into a water platform and huddled them onto it. She looked at Shoji and quickly made a hugging motion. He stared at her for a second before quickly realizing what she was trying to do.
His limbs reached over and held everyone tightly as she spread her wings and took flight, the platform floating behind her.

Back to your POV~ (sorry for switching it so much 😅)

My head started to feel empty as my vision strated to spin. Is this the drawback of using my wings? I continued to zoom through the air as my head began to feel more light headed. Ah.....the main building. I sped up my speed before floating the platform down to the ground. My vision started to spin at an uncontrollable speed before fading.

Feathers carresed my (skin/texture) skin as my wings closed in. I felt myself spiraling towards the ground, picking up speed the closer I got.

Dirt and dust surrounded me as my body crashed into the ground. "(Y/n)!!" Figures surrounded my tattered body, but my vision was to blurred to identify who. A hand reached out to grab me and lifted me off the ground. They wrapped their hand around my waist to steady me.

"You're gonna be okay." That voice...Kirishima?
He softly patted my head and rustled my hair. "(Y/n)? HOLY CR*P WHAT HAPPENED!?" Mina and Kami ran over with Sero trailing behind.

I looked up and heard them gasp. "(Y/n), you're bleeding!!" Mina grabbed my arm and stared at the blood dripping down, the bandage must have come off when I fell.

Kami reached out and poked my wings while sero grazed my horns. My wings flinched under his touch before relaxing. Mina had tore off a piece of her shirt and wrapped it around my arm, cutting off the blood flow. (Sorry I simp for Mina, even tho momo will remain my forever waifu❤️) It seems my vision has returned as well.

(Y/n), we need to get you help." Sero calmly said.
I shook my head 'no' before motioning my head over to Midoriya. Most of his limbs were broken and his head was bleeding badly. Todoroki had to carry him the entire way when we were flying.

I then motioned to Shoji who was missing an limb. (It's been a long time since I've seen the episode so sorry if I get something wrong) "That doesn't change the fact that you are bleeding all over the place and your eye is a different color!" Mina frantically yelled at me.

Suddenly the floor became very interesting as they all fussed over me. Kirishima's quietness comforted me since he understood my silence. "Can I talk to (y/n) privately please?" Kirishima asked.
Mina opened her mouth to protest, but was stopped by sero who had pulled Mina and Kami away from.

A small feeling of amusement had passed through me as I watched Kami frown slightly that he was no longer touching my fluffy wings. (I got this idea from him always touching ojiro's tail)

Kirishima helped me over to a small oak tree before sitting down on a small patch of grass underneath the tree. He grabbed ahold of my hands and squeezed them reassuringly. "You don't need to worry about him (y/n), bakubro is one of the manliest people I know besides you." I smiled softly internally at his comment before continuing to listen to him.

"He'd probably kill you if he found out you are stressing out over him. It wouldn't be very manly of me if I left you alone, so remember that I'm always there for you and if you call, I'll try my very best to get fast enough to you." Tears pricked the corners of his eyes, before he quickly wiped.

Of course he's sad, him and Katsuki are very close. I quickly wrapped my arms around him before allowing my wings to surround us. "Thank you Kirishima. Thank you for everything." I queitly whispered.

My eyes were already red and dry from my tears. I'd be surprised if I still had any left after this day. I watched as Kirishima had struggled trying to hide his tears.

"I know your scared for him Kirishima, I understand. Crying does not mean you are weak......Crying means you've been strong for too long." My voice barely being audible. (Favorite quote right there!)

He nodded and gave a small smirk. "Let's save him together (y/n)....." A spark of hope had lit inside me, a feeling I haven't felt in years. (Sorry I really love Kirishima!! Also you two are really close because you both understand what one another are  going through.

Hi sorry for being late and I hope you enjoyed. I've been really busy so I think I might have to changed my schedule.
Love ya! Goodbye!!!

-Author~chan