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I'm Here

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by xxgoodbye_worldxx

by xxgoodbye_worldxx

This is for

I just saw the chapter you wrote and I just wanted to say yes I am mad but I also will not go against your wishes, your family is important to you therefore I will not harm them but just know were here for you lemme tell you a story that I've only told a select amount of people.

When I was younger I didn't have a good childhood my dad was always shouting my mom was always asking for money so on my 9th Christmas my parents decided they wanted to get divorced then they gave us an option either stay with our mom or our dad now I have a younger brother so this is why it's so important, when my parents made us choose it wasn't I could go with my mom and my brother cold go with my dad, no, it was either we both go or we both stay so we chose our dad, and after that they we officially divorced on my 10th birthday and everything went down hill from there, My mom had several boyfriends one of them crashed her bran-new car and went to jail but now she's married to my stepdad but they neglect me, say I were lost in the store and I needed to find my mom and she knew I wasn't with her, so I'd call her but my dad called at the same time she would pick up on my dad and hang up on me, when they'd make dinner they'd come get my brother but not me, it's like walking on eggshells.

My dad had only 2 girlfriends his first always favored her own kids, she'd make them whatever food they wanted but make us whatever her kids wanted, we'd always get threatened to be beaten or hurt, she'd always give us whatever rations were left from her kids and she was very strict, she shoved a whole bar of soup down our throats if we lied and she'd just sit there and watch us throw up on the floor, she was also a major show off, me and her oldest kid would always fight one time I was cornered in, the wall behind me, door to the left of me, her in front of me, and my brother on the right of me, she started shouting at me and pulled her arm back to punch me so I said "Hit me! Go ahead! I'll knock you on your ass!" she pulled her arm back again to see if I'd back off so I bent down and got in her face and said "I.Said.Hit.Me." she tried to scare me again so I kicked her in the stomach and ran out of the corner and that was the last time she did that but a couple months later my dads ex broke up with my dad and tried to say "ThE wHoLe ReAsOn WhY i'M bReAkInG uP wItH yOu Is BeCaUsE oF yOuR dAuGhTeR." but my dad stopped her and corrected her.

But now he's with my stepmom, no their not married but shes really nice, I remember the first time my brother met her he had walked past her and farted, me and my brother quickly looked at her and became scared that she was going to yell but to our surprise and delight she didn't she just laughed and my brother hugged her and said "Thank you" while in tears, she's really nice and cares for us and helps me out in my hardest moments.

But my dad is a whole nother ordeal, he yells, threatens us, attacks us with past events, he's very over protective, and he is not a supporter of the LGTBQ+ community, I had the biggest talk of my life with my dad Saturday I had told my stepmom that I wanted a Transgender chest shrinker to get rid of my things on my chest and I didn't want her to tell my dad but she did and we were talking in the living room and he suddenly lashed out and shouted "Who are you and what have you done to my daughter?!!!" now I have multiple phobias such as:

(I know I'm a scaredy-cat) so when he yelled it scared me a lot and nearly made me cry and I felt like I wasn't good enough so I ended up running to my room and calling one of my other bestfriends and he helped me through my break down, but he also helped me through that night, I've been nearly kidnapped multiple times, and i still have you guys as my family.

So just know I'm here for you and you are not alone lemme put down all the things thats wrong with me:

Achluophobia - Fear of darknessAcrophobia - Fear of heightsAerophobia - Fear of flyingAichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objectsAndrophobia - Fear of menAnthropophobia - Fear of people or societyAphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touchedArachnophobia - Fear of spidersAtelophobia - Fear of imperfectionAtychiphobia - Fear of failureAutophobia - Fear of being aloneCoulrophobia - Fear of clownsEntomophobia - Fear of insectsGlossophobia - Fear of speaking in publicGynophobia - Fear of womenHaphephobia - Fear of touchHydrophobia - Fear of waterIatrophobia - Fear of doctorsInsectophobia - Fear of insectsLilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanesNecrophobia - Fear of death or dead thingsNoctiphobia - Fear of the nightNosocomephobia - Fear of hospitalsSomniphobia - Fear of sleep
Ligyrophobia - Fear of loud noises
Anxiety - A mental health disorder characterized by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one's daily activities
Symptoms: hypervigilance, irritability, restlessness, lack of concentration, racing thoughts, unwanted thoughts, fatigue, sweating, excessive worry, fear, feeling of impending doom, insomnia, nausea, palpitations, or trembling ADHD - A chronic condition including attention difficulty, hyperactivity, and impulsiveness.
Symptoms: aggression, excitability, fidgeting, hyperactivity, impulsivity, irritability, lack of restraint, persistent repetition of words or actions, absent-mindedness, difficulty focusing, forgetfulness, problem paying attention, or short attention span, anger, anxiety, boredom, excitement, or mood swings, depression or learning disability
Depression - A mental health disorder characterized by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.
Symptoms: anxiety, apathy, general discontent, guilt, hopelessness, loss of interest or pleasure in activities, mood swings, or sadness, agitation, excessive crying, irritability, restlessness, or social isolation, early awakening, excess sleepiness, insomnia, or restless sleep, excessive hunger, fatigue, or loss of appetite, lack of concentration, slowness in activity, or thoughts of suicide, weight gain or weight loss, poor appetite or repeatedly going over thoughts
Night Terrors - Episodes of screaming, intense fear, and flailing while still asleep, often paired with sleepwalking.
PTSD - A disorder in which a person has difficulty recovering after experiencing or witnessing a terrifying event.
Symptoms: agitation, irritability, hostility, hypervigilance, self-destructive behavior, or social isolation, flashback, fear, severe anxiety, or mistrust, loss of interest or pleasure in activities, guilt, or loneliness, insomnia or nightmares, emotional detachment or unwanted thoughts

So don't worry your not alone in your fight 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤😁😁😁