Yujin is drain.. he can't even smile... his to tired to stand up.. his stomach is not good that's why he din't eat
Why do heart breaks has to be this hurt.... he can't even think of anything but the pain in the past
"Your smile was my treasure."
"Your love was my Energy"
"You are my life"
"Never leave me."
Pain.... sorrow... Broken promises always leads to those. He is far away from being exhausted and just accept the fact that she went out of his life
"Do you have to look far away just to find answer about your pain?" Yujin made his eyes look at the owner of the voice
"Who are you?" He asked
"People always ask to a stranger who are you, i understand but, i appreciate what do you need more. Just saying.. anyways I'm Choi Yewon. Arin is fine." She said giving yujin a chance to nod
"You talk a lot arin-ssi." Yujin chuckled
"Better than thinking a lot, even my exam was a death of my brain!" She exclaimed sitting next to yujin
"Why are you here?" He asked out of curiosity
"Nothing... i just saw you looking gloomy then decided to mess with yah." She said with a wide smile...
"Wrong timing." He said looking down
"Why do past still hurts?" She suddenly asked out of curiosity.
"Ugh..? How would i know?"
Arin just chuckled and look at the sky...
"Maybe because we kept letting the past hold the leash that was tied on our neck... hence.. past will never let go of us unless we make them." She said giving a serious look on the sky
"Do you know me?" Yujin asked not minding what she just said now
"Uhm... Who will not know the Ahn Yujin who is the superior swimmer." She said chuckling.. somehow.. yujin chuckled with her
"Its less awkward when you smiled." She said looking at yujin
"How could you be so tall like my brother??" She asked giving an annoyed face
"Uh...?"
Arin laughed and start smacking yujin's arm lightly,yujin remembered someone who used to smack him while laughing hard
"Arin-ssi,"
"Hm?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
A moment of silence enveloped the two of them... its was an awkward and suffocating silence... but
"I cheated on him." Yujin look at arin who was looking at the sky again.
"Why?"
"His too kind for me no scratch that.. his too perfect for me, i never deserve someone like him... that's why."
"Eh? That's it? You were conscious about him being perfect?" Yujin somehow forget about how gloomy he is when something caught his attention
"Its never easy to love someone like him." She said as a tears escaped her eyes
"His somewhat..... popular isn't? Its because he has a lot of fans is it?" Yujin finally make sense of what's happening
"Relate on it?"
"Nope, just common for guys who's perfect." Yujin said looking somewhere far
"Its a lie."
"Huh?"
"I never cheat on him, its actually a rumor who spread and eat his trust for me.. we started fighting getting tired of each other then one click everything change. We broke up." She story tell
Yujin was busy listening to the story and thought of a similar story.
"What about you? Any heartbreak story?" Arin ask him back as she finished the story
"Arin-ssi.... do you know any near salon here?" Suddenly arin frowned when yujin asked that
"Why?" She asked with a frown
"I want to do something i never did before...." he said and stand up waiting for arin
"What was that?"
"Hair..... hair color." He said and started walking away
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The smell of the strong aroma of the hair dye give yujin a satisfied smile
"Are you sure you wanna try purple highlights or gray what's that?" Arin was confused asking what hair color yujin did
"Its actually gray and purple highlights.. arin-ssi." He said stopping his laughter at her
"Ah... never done much highlights.." she said and smile awkwardly
"Does it look great?" Yujin asked as he wiggly his bangs on arin.. there in the ice cream parlor.. yujin's treat
"Yeah... it does." She said looking like she's telling the opposite
"Why do you even change the color when black suits better-"
"That's why... i wanna change it." He said slowly smile disappearing
"3 years ago... those same lines.. was said by someone else... someone who i don't wanna see anymore." He said looking sad
"Do you know what it feels like to be embarrassed because you look very weak and vulnerable in front of many people.?" He asked
"Is that what you truly feels inside the smile and laugh you're giving?" Arin asked and yujin nod
"Its says that those who show their weakness are more stronger than a person who's carrying a 10 sack of rice in one finger." Arin said licking her ice cream strawberry
"Have you ever asked to your self why did she leave you?" Yujin close his eyes before
"Yes....thousands of times.. thousands but still i'm not exhausted." He answered simply
"Do tou mind telling me what happened 2 years ago?" Arin asked
"Everything starts with something special."
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Its almost Christmas!!!! And guys! What's your gift for me? As a gift i'll try updating all the stories because of work i didn't update i also forgot about my studies in Korean then boom now i have timeAnyways.. i hope your Christmas turn into happy memories and this update is like spoiler and new character introduction.. so our next chapter is about past.. so please wait for it! Love yah!
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