What If Love (annyeongz story)

Chapter 35: Heartbreak

Tears kept falling in her eyes... her body felt very heavy as it wants to shut down. No one could explain the pain when someone cheat on you knowing that you love them more than your life

She kept herself crumpled like a useless scratch paper

Its been 2 days and she couldn't find a way to stand up and face him, everything was her first and also this is her first heart break

Hitting her chest countless time, cursing herself, blaming herself, she is afraid to hear him say its over.

Because she love him too much.

"Wonyoung-ah, please eat some food."

"Its not good for your health to stay inside."

"Won, i know its hard. But... it is part of our life."

"Wonyoungie, it will be over soon.. don't shut down yourself."

Voices out side her door, knocks. They want her out.

A bitter smile escaped her lips

"Why did i even trust you." She muttered before laying on her bed...

"So this is how it hurts when you really love someone but that someone only used you." She said chuckling dryly

She also want to get enough courage to stand up and open the door, but not everything can be buy with money. And so. She can't buy courage.

She closes her eyes... as much as it pains her it comforts her, feeling the guy's hug, kiss, stare... in short what comforts her is his presence

"So it all went wrong. Damn wonyoung how could you let your guard down easily." She said pulling her hair furiously

Rubbing her face harshly, pouting and then tearing up again

"What i only wanted was someone to love me." She said before sobbing again

"But why does it have to be fake." She said

"How dare him use me as someone he could play with while curing his heart then out of no where getting back with her cat girlfriend?" She chuckles bitterly

"Fuck you." She cursed

"Since when did my baby learn cursing?" She look at the person who uttered that and widen her eyes

"How did you-"

"Keys won. Tsk for 2 days straight I realize we really don't have Braincells, we let you lock hers then suddenly your maid will show up with keys?! Oh my dumb we are." Wonyoung look away, she's not sure if she wants to smile..

But to what her feeling today, she just stared at her window, her friends kept telling that yujin didn't came home after what happen..

Maybe because his discussing with yuna on how to handle things like this

Her friends face softened seeing wonyoung sobbing again

"Just maybe.. gain some strength to say words to him." Chaewon said and smile

"We were worried you might end up jumping through his house breaking everything." Yena said and let out an awkward laugh

"Heartbreak always felt like that. No one could console you since, your heart only want that one to console you. But its also reasonable to be afraid facing that person. Lie could hurt and so is the truth. But what i always know is that sorrow that build up in your heart will healed because nothing is permanent with negativity." Eunbi said cupping wonyoung's face

"I understand you are doubting him. But. Do you trust him?" She asked and it took a moment for wonyoung to break from the eyes looking straight at their eyes...

A smile escaped her lips and it torn her lips since its dry.

"Not anymore."

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This is my first time  writing a chapter with 500 words. My apologies for late updating, i'm currently watching penthouse, it gain my attention. But as of now. I'll update unsurely

Since the day is near. And i can't.

Sorry for updating short today! Hope you still wait for it.